@nineofthirteen\@donghae861015

Once again,

2012-02-24T19:30:00.002+08:00

Hi Readers! And hi to the future Amanda. ^-^

This few weeks are.. breathtaking, unbelievable and yes, it has something got to do with Super Junior and that guy by the name of Lee Dong Hae again. It's amazing how I am always awed when I see him.
4 times, that's a lot for an average fangirl, really.

People always ask me how it feels like to finally see him, well, to be honest, while I was looking at the real life him, I don't actually feel anything other than my mind being blank out like within the timespan of him in my sight. (Ah, it's pathetic) I felt, I think the best word to describe is "he's so far". He was quite near to me physically actually, few metres? That's sort of near right? I saw him physically, saw his actual smile, hear his actual voice, hear him sing, hear him dance, see him laugh and walk around like any other normal average person. The thing is, I don't know him, I feel so shallow when I always get attracted to him just because of his looks. Yes, of course, what else do I like in him? A LOT ACTUALLY, COMPOSING SKILLS, LAUGHS, SMILES, CHILDISH BEHAVIOUR, ACTING, HIS VOICE, EVERYTHING EXCEPT THE FACT THAT HE DOESN'T KNOW MY EXISTENCE. Oh wells, but to be honest, after all these times I am kind of numb already. Not that I don't like (love?) him anymore, I kind of crossed the line but stop walking after all.

I've known very well I had crossed the line, I don't think any actual fan can cry when seeing him driving other girls around. T__________T That's my fantasy. (OK SHHHH, STOP JUDGING) If well, you are a haestan and you cried, c'mon girl, I give you a virtual hug. :') Just continue insulting hae and scolding him, everyone feels better after that.

Ok, moving on, I need to talk about Super Show 4, wonderful experience ever, if I had a loss of memory, this piece would never be forgotten. Whether or not you believe it, I am sure I will never forget anything regarding my fangirl life. This is (I assumed) the best and most exciting part of my life. You people out there, you don't learn as much as we fangirls do in life. We learn to appreciate most of things you don't know how to and we learn much much more stuffs than you could ever imagine. Fangirling is not always what you call "craziness" or "stupid". We learn and we learn to love. Which is what you all out there might never ever find out.

Ahh, talking about this topic that I am always trying to avoid in the past years, I am happy to tell you and the future Amanda that: More and more people are accepting the fact that I am a hopelessly ELF + Hae Stan.

Evidence #1: They BHB + play a part in my fantasties.
Evidence #2: They listened to my fangirling experiences WITHOUT judging.
Evidence #3: They acknowledged that Lee Dong Hae is my MINE. HAHAHHAHHAHAHA (Wtf la I know)
Evidence #4: THEY KNOW HOW TO SING SUPER JUNIOR'S SONGS.
Evidence #5: When I insult Hae, they actually defend him -> HAHAHAHAHAH JOKE.
Evidence #6: They all know who the hell LEE DONG HAE is.
Evidence #7: They inform me about Super Junior's news whenever they heard some, which by the way I normally know weeks before already lol, but family~ I appreciate that thought. :)
Evidence #8: They aren't ashamed of me just because I am a fangirl.
Evidence #9: And above all, they never blamed anything I have done wrong or have done to the fact that I am a fangirl.
Evidence #10: They tried to get to know Super Junior. But of course, it's not easy, 15 people leh.
Evidence #11: They automatically think of me whenever they heard anything related to Sj or Hae. Like somehow as automatic as me.
Evidence #12: They try to cheer me up with SJ related tactics whenever I am sad or something.
Evidence #13: Lastly, which is what I really appreciate, they have stopped judging me.

Well, thank you all! ♥ No matter whether will I continue to be a fangirl, I will never forget how this part of my life changed and make me learned so much.

Moving to something sj unrelated, I HAVE FINALLY WENT TO THE ZOO AFTER SINCE I DONT EVEN KNOW WHEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAH HAPPY x 98723982421. HEHEHEHEHE.

What a weird day that day LOLOLOLOL. I am actually not scared of snakes lol, not to my knowledge.
Well they are kinda cute, not bad to keep as a pet if there are actually I dont know, PINK snakes around? That'd be nice!!!! Ok, anyway, I am just like going to the excursion that day, so much fun. The weather is even good that day and met 2 super cute cab uncles hahahahaha! Anyway, you all out there should go to the zoo something because the Pandas are arriving, HOW CUTE IS THAT OMG? And *coughs* they are my ancestors 2983741988320 years ago. Probably only going back 10 years later because they animals are probably going to stay the same, I hope they add some polar bears and I don't even know, crocodiles? some nemos also. #^-^#

Ok, that's the end I supposed, till the next time we meet earthlings! Or aliens out there. Follow me on twitter if you want to stalk me. :D

Thank you so much fellow ELF and Super Junior, :)

BFF

2012-02-02T23:38:00.001+08:00

I keep wanting to write about my friendships but I am too lazy and seriously, I don't know where to start. I had too much forgotten friendships. (By forgotten i meant them forgetting about me not i forget about them) But I ♡ these girls. (Yes la I love myself too)

To be someone I wanted to be.

2012-01-13T02:32:00.002+08:00

#WARNING: LONG AND ANGSTY.

Hi.
It's been long since I blogged a wordy post. Most of my post nowadays are just to bring this blog alive and speaks nothing of my life and my opinions and thoughts.

This few days was uneventful, but it has a certain impact on my life.
My O Levels results.

I cannot say I was disappointed in it. I have no right to. Since I screwed up so much.
Sometimes I wonder if its because I havent studied enough. Or I am too lazy.
OR, I NEVER ASK MUMMY TO GET ME TUITION.
Then I figured out maybe this was for the best, since I was never not lazy in my whole 16 years of life.
Maybe it was fate for me to get a so-so/lousy results so that I won't actually stressed myself out for the next 3 years trying to compete with other who are really hardworking at smart.

And very sad for me, I don't belong in both categories.

In my whole 16 years of life, I have spent it being superficial and materialistic and being bitchy and being ignorant. When I was having my PSLE, I didn't study. I really didn't. But still, my xiao cong ming got better of me and send me into express stream. I was lucky for the first time and well, I didn't got my second time lucky.

When people was mugging, I was mugging. I think.
I think I had spent the year studying, or worrying about studying.
Either way, I really did study.

I don't get why I deserved such results, maybe I really didn't work hard enough. I can't remember.
I was not really sad nor disappointed when I looked at my results.
Instead of worrying about my future, I worried about the reactions my relatives, my family would give me.
I know my score would eventually bring me some where.
But I hated being judged.
Sometimes I don't get people, does judging on people who can't be compared to you fun? Or does it makes you feel better in life? I don't get them, I cannot say I don't judge people, but at least I know how it feels like to be being judge at. Nobody likes that.

When I called Mummy, I cried, because I knew how hard it was for her to tell the others that my daughter didn't get a single digit. I know how hard it was for her to not feel disappointed. As I said, i wasn't sad for myself, I was sad for the people around me because they pitied me. Because they all had high expectations.
It was kind of sad to have people pity you. As if when you didn't do well in O's you will die or your life was meant to be doomed from that second onwards. Actually, I pity them, they are so shallow.

Then, people consoled me, I literally meant really consoling, telling me I shouldn't be sad and I would succeed in life after all, everything would be okay, I would be fine, I won't die and asked me not to think negative thoughts.
BUT REALLY? Was I sad? NO. Y'all made me feel guilty. Guilty for not being able to reach your expectations and guilty for letting you guys down and y'all can't boast about me.

In my these 16 years, I have spent it with people around me telling me how smart I was, how clever I was and how I would surely succeed. I know my own limits. I know what score I have now wasn't my limit but it's what was given to me. I can say that I didn't regret. Because I knew if I turn back time, I would do the same as what I did during the period of O'Levels. In the end, my maths still didn't secure a B3, even though I dared say that I really worked hard for it. I didn't reach my target. I wonder if I am really good like what they've said. And I know I was, at least for a moment, I believed in myself.

Now that what's done it done. Its still not the end.

What's next?

JAE posting of course.

It's what the people in there portray the image of the school. Not the school itself was created to let lousy people go in.

The school doesn't make what you are, you yourself decide how you are going to be like and you make what you are.

I have seen people who can study so well fail in life. And I have seen people who keep failing pick themselves up and succeed. So does the school determine what you will be in the future? NO.
That's what make people shallow, hearing rumours from others and set your own perceptions.

I really cannot stand people who judge people by their failure. I believe in karma. And yes, one day you will get a taste of what is it like when people laugh at you. So, before you judge others, judge yourself.

I didn't write this long post just to push the blame of my not-so-good results to anything or anybody. I know I was to blame for all the judging that were to come.

But after thinking for a long time, I guess it wouldn't make such a big difference whether I had good results or my not-so-good results. I would still choose the course I wanted even if the cop is 26 and people would tell me that I wasted myself or something. Do it before you regret. Mistakes can be amended better if you commit it earlier. Just do what you want to do before you regret anything.

Anyway, I think I am aimless right now. I don't have an ambition, how? I don't know what I want to be in the future. I thought Media suits me, I thought Design isn't for me, I thought I don't like the service line. I thought I can write, I thought what I do best is reading (ok but who hires somenbody to read?) then on a second thought I think my language skills are not bad. But in the end, I still don't know what I wanted to be. What I wanted to do. I think I am weak and has no opinions for myself. -_____-

It's like I am controlled by the environment I am in. I go with the flow and I call it "myself".
It's like I dont think for myself and I don't have a plan for myself and I don't know what is my existence in the world for. Okay, this is getting too much. I am talking like I am some lousy failure.
OK NOT TRUE. I know I had strengths, some how, some where.

And if one day I really don't know what to do with myself, I can ask the people around me who knows me well. Like my mother. Or I will just waste my life away or something. Or I'd just spend my life chasing the dream that never existed. Be somebody I never wanted to be. Be someone useful. Go to countries I don't want to go. Do something I swore I would never do. Do things that I doesn't like doing. Just do whatever that comes in my mind. Be lazy forever, be the person people wanted me to be. Or I could also be the person that deep down in my mind, I wanted to be.

One day I want to go to places I have never been before. One day I want to be someone that can ignore people who judge me and never take it to heart. One day I want to be brave enough to say that I won't take these to heart, I want to be as positive as ever.

I want to experience something I have never experience before. I want to be pretty for once, be skinny for once, be clever for once, be rich for once, be confident for once, be famous for once, be crazy for once. I want to know what it feels like to be falling in love. I want to know what it feels like to be happy, truly happy. (Not that I am not happy enough now) I mean like those satisfied kind of happy? Yeap, that's it.

I want to know what is it like to be a person that is happy with what they have, what they are and what they are doing. I don't want to be controlled by the cruel society. I want to be able to do what I want to do anytime anywhere and anyhow. To have something in life I wanted so much to pursue after. To have something to hold on to.

Until I found something meaningful to do for myself. Then maybe many years later, whether I get married or not, have kids or not, at least I have tried what others haven't tried and had more failures in life that leads to more experiences and maybe after many years, after a long time, I'd die, and I'd die with no regrets.

But, all in all, are these possible?

2012

2012-01-02T15:55:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year!! ^-^
This year have been really eventful, My O'Levels, D&T Project, SUPER SHOW III, Graduation/Night, My Birthday - Turning Of Sixteen - iBanking Token, Super Junior 5집 Comeback, 은해's 떳다오빠 Debut, Hee Chul's Enlistment, MNet Asian Music Awards, Dong Hae's Drama - Skip Beat, MNG's Job, Class Clique, and many memories, compared to 2010, 2011 is really a year to remember, and now, let's welcome 2012, which I predict would be another eventful year.~

Let's Go On A Trip!

2011-12-29T23:38:00.001+08:00

Hi Readers! Long time no see! ^-^ This post summarizes my boring december, ok half of december. Spent 4 days in Malaysia/Genting & KL. (SJ WAS THERE TOO FML IKR) Do some shopping and whatnots, and well, it was kinda boring, not much to say, I'd leave it to the pictures to do the talking.

P/s: I know the photos are sucky, because it was taken with pudding camera. Ok so, bye~

Something forever to remember.

2011-11-20T01:20:00.001+08:00

GRADUATION NIGHT! (Photos in reverse order)

ordinary level examinations.

2011-11-06T03:08:00.000+08:00

Some mobile uploads from instagram, my new hair, /sigh/ /sigh/ no more waist length hair. ):
oh by the way!!!!!!!!! O'S SORT OF ENDED FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (left with sci mcq)

Official fan merchandise, SJM's Hae. Hahahahaha, dont ask me why is he pulling his earlobe......

See the bloody difference between my textbook and jinwei's!!! So many tabs omg so scary. D&T paper was kinda easy though. :D

IRAQ AND KUWAIT NEVER COME OUT FOR MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML.
(Manually typed by the way. u____u)

Last day of school! So memorable aint it? This is my classroom for Sec4.

THE ADDICTIVE THING SUPER JUNIOR SHAKE, I PLAYED UNTIL I WAS ON CHARTS HAHAHAHAHA. Bought the locked songs some more! hehehehe.

LET'S HOPE WE ALL GOT A1s OKAY 4E4!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ☺

#26HAEppybday

2011-10-15T00:29:00.001+08:00

12:29
Favorite numbers.

Happy Birthday bby. <3 I'd see you soon.

I dont know anymore.

2011-10-04T18:01:00.001+08:00

Ravenclaw

2011-10-02T02:37:00.001+08:00

October is a crucial month for me, wish me luck please readers! ^^
Recently I haven't been studying hard, although I really want to but I know I am not doing enough.
I can't seem to feel the stress yet, how? /sigh

Well anyway~
This post is dedicated to my house Ravenclaw! We are in the leading readers, aw, I just love Harry Potter! ♥♥ (P/s: Just checked, Ravenclaw just lost to Slytherin today, ARGHHH.)

Like cute only right? Virtual Harry Potter world! I am a witch by the first name Dawn, second name Hazel and last name Nine or something. LMAO. Call me Hazel, I like Hazel more. ROFL.

Well anyway, that is what I am obsessed over for this 2 days. Other than that I am mugging for O's and drinking essence of chicken my dad bought. Really wonder if it helps. Hmm, well anyway, in the mean time, check out pictures at my FB! > Amanda Nineofthirteen

I shall just post one:

Or two... hehe:

DESPERATE:

OH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SOMEBODY TELL ME WHERE TO GET THIS!! THANK CHUUUUU~~ ♥

capture capture them

2011-09-15T20:56:00.006+08:00

I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I BADE GOODBYE ON THE LAST LAST POST AND ALSO I KNOW I SHOULD BE STUDYING FOR O'LEVELS, AND I ALSO KNOW YOUR REACTION TO THIS UPDATE WILL PROBABLY BE LIKE:

"WHAT IS THIS GIRL DOING HERE? WITH HER BLOG REVAMPED, AND WHAAAAAT?! A NEW UPDATE? SHE'S THROWING HER FUTURE AWAY."

OR YOU WILL BE LIKE:

"OH WELL, IT'S NOT MY FUTURE ANYWAY."

OR..................

"Great, something to read, finally a blog with an update."

Well, this skin is too cute I can't resist, and I created onioning readers! Please comment and ask many many, I will respond and check everyday, ok, if I still have readers. ;__; (I hope I do. *smallvoicee*)
Er, since I am here, I might as well type something -
I have been studying - YES PROUDLY TO SAY STUDYING. Because of the Prelims. I have a gut feeling I screwed up Chem Paper, I actually saw the time wrongly. GDI, I better finish the paper on time during O's. Anywaaaaaay, I am going to start mugging on Maths already. Talking about Maths... I did Cambridge June Paper 2010, and hell yeah, the paper was easy, EVEN FOR ME.

Now you can imagine how shock I am when doing the paper, it's one in a million years LIM JING CI AMANDA WOULD FELT A PAPER IS EASY YOU KNOW. God bless Cambridge.... But the truth is, that's last year's paper, so, they always say the difficulty is alternate, so.............. 2011 WILL BE DIFFICULT?! If only this year's paper is as easy as last year's... ;____;

But. WHO KNOWS? I only can hope for an easy paper, up till now, I guess O Level stress are moderate? I don't really feel scared, I feel nervous and a little jumpy and excited, but not really anxious or scared. The thing is, I guess I only know how to feel scared or the sense of urgency only when it's really close or something.

Lesigh, I think I will just get myself pass the Prelims barrier first, readers mugging for O's, Fighting! And take care, Smile always! Don't fall sick, AND DON'T STOP READING, GIVE ME A COMMENT AND FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER!! ♥♥

still a dream

2011-09-13T21:30:00.003+08:00

Vol. 1: Beautiful - Lee Dong Hae

001. Beautiful
002. Goodbye
003. Nice & Slow
004. I’m Yours
005. I Wanna Love You
006. My Everything
007. You Don’t Miss Your Water
008. Just Like Now
009. H.I.T.
010. Way Back Into Love
011. Happy Bubble
012. Strong Heart (Logo Song)
Bonus Tracks:
013. Personal Song Compilation Part I
014. Personal Song Compilation Part II
015. Personal Rap Compilation

- DOWNLOAD -

This is a present for myself for my 2nd Year Anniversary with Super Junior! And also sharing to y'all. Happy listening and Happy Anniversary to me! ♥♥

chase down the memories

2011-09-11T23:57:00.001+08:00

Exams upcoming, I shall see you all in 2 months time. :)

By then, you will be sick of my updates! hehe.

/bow/
Till then, take care readers! ♥♥

Dream dreams.

2011-09-03T02:21:00.002+08:00

Lazy to elaborate on anything but oh well -

Thursday, outing with @fictionorlove @daphnegxy @beanhyuk weird combi (fb album name lol) but kind fun, shopping, which I have done it for a few days consecutive already. okay, i am lazy to write captions so you relate whatever you read here above k! LMAO. Saw a sort of liquidpaper-ish nailpolish pen at Etude House, and I wrote LEE DONG HAE. Haha, typical fangirl, but whatever, it is cute hehe.
Then we walk around, Dru bought her bag, sat at McCafe, saw fatty pigeons walking around. Took pictures at ION. - About this, I really think that Singapore, or rather Orchard, should have camwhoring stations around, then people like us, don't feel awkward camwhoring in the toilets and I dont even know, in the street, cafe, bla bla bla, it's damn weird with people staring at you when you take pictures. wts. haha, okay, this is random.

Friday - which is today, outing with Dru, Xuejiao and Joane, caught the Cat, Park minyoung acting in it and spend time staring at cats and a ghost kid and I don't even know, scare myself (ok, I am not even scared but, I watch it for Park Minyoung) And lol, I told the cat - IF YOU FREAKING KILLED HER LEE MINHO WOULD COME AND FIND YOU. BEWARE, HE'S LIKE CITY HUNTER HAHAHA.
Ok, ^ I am like that. Aftermath Sho Teppan for dinner again, took a little pictures but I am lazy to upload, there is Super Show III 3D tomorrow, sure have pictures so I will upload the rest later! Saw H&M "opening" today, woahhh, that place is big I tell you. And when Dru was tying my hair she realized that I have mole on my ear behind. WHAT THE HELL, I lived for 15 years without knowing I got a mole there, it was nothing but............... SERIOUSLY, A MOLE HAHAHAHHAHA. I practically rofl when I saw the picture. But anyway, a sidenote > Hae got a mole on his ear too. Not that I care really. u___u
OKAY OKAY, I DO FEEL A LITTLE FANGIRLY UP THERE K. DONT JUDGE ME. LOL.

Now, I am just anticipating Super Show III 3D and waiting for downloads and uploads to finish so I can off the computer and go to sleep.

Xx.

i am such an epic fail please just ignore me.

2011-08-29T00:39:00.002+08:00

I CAN'T MAKE DIFFERENTIATE BETWEEN HP AND APPLE.
OH WELLS JUST IGNORE ME OKAY?

P/S: I HATE EVERYBODY RIGHT NOW.

Simple

2011-08-28T03:09:00.002+08:00

flickr.com →

Just because I am kind of waiting for the #sgpresidentialelections results, so I am here. Just because I don't want to let this place to rot so I am here. Just because, I want to wait for my mr simple perf download to finish so I am here. Just because I want a macbook so I stole a picture from tumblr.

Well, let's get to the point, (updates about my life!!) I have been quite busy~ Err, because of Dnt and a lot of stuffs.

O's is a big part. D&T is the biggest part last week. And I finally handed in and suddenly the deadline was changed to 31st. Urghhhh, now that I have taken it back I don't even know what to improve on it.

Anyway, Super Junior has been also a big part. (Always been actually)

Hee Chul is going to enlist on 1st September.

I have never imagined that I would be sending them away. Never.

I never thought I would like them for so long. No kidding, really. I thought it was just some temporary thing.

But it's been 2 years. 2 years and the feeling is still so strong. Really, you may still be judging me after 2 years but I have endured it through. I have almost also gained respect from family and friends.

I thin I have sort of stepped past the i-am-your-fan-i-love-you-you-cannot-date-i-will-fucking-kill-myself kinf of phase, I just hope if they are really attached or anything, don't ever reveal it. And also, becareful, don't let netizens find out. I just want to continue support them without any hidden/a change of feelings.

Because I know I can never look at them in the same way if they suddenly date or anything.

Urghhhh, this has become a weird and emotional post. Anyway, 3 months people! 3 months and be prepared to see me blog regularly. Please don't forget me and take care meanwhile! Xx.

P/s: See me rant everyday, read my tweets and random stuffs at @nineofthirteen on twitter k! ♥

Distinction.

2011-08-18T23:38:00.001+08:00

Source: yeah-yougotme

18th August 2011
Mother Tongue O's - A1 / Oral Distinction.
M! Countdown - Super Junior #MrSimple3rdWin
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Awesome day as it is! :)
Going to change my iPhone tomorrow, going down to Paragon with mommy and ww.
I don't even know why, the stupid mic/speaker is spoilt. Crazy, what if I can't jailbreak after I change? Sadlyfe95. ): Ahh, but anyway, things worth anticipating - Super Show 3 3D in Cinemas.
Korea Trip / BKK after O's. Hangul lessons, awesome outings and getting out of SKSS~
Of course, Mr. Simple Album and upcoming versions!! <3
Oh I can't wait for all the stuffs that is happening.
O's in 3 months time, or worst, first paper starts in 2 months.
EMATHS TOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
Last but not least, Super Show 4! Seeeeeeee, how exciting it is. :D

And seriously, I cannot wait to get her out of my life.

HOHOHOHOHOHO, okay I am just flaunting la k! Hahahhaha, I am satisfied now byebye! Xx.

Rushing deadline.

2011-08-10T19:06:00.005+08:00

This would be a post with captions, LOL. Lot's of overdue photos.

^ Hee Chul's smirk up there, personally I think WW totally did it successfully. /smirk
^ That was SS3 day! Ahhh, memoriessssssssss.

Naughty girls in class, see @Bucketstar! Keep using phone! This was Dnt, Taken by Sheryl must be~

The numbers in Pasta Mania never changes, stupid board that doesn't make sense.

Preeeeeeeety clouds! ^^

Dark Mark drawn by me, so nice right? But the skull looks a little weird, trolololol. Harry Potter eve that is! :D

Pink tickets at Shaw, it's Harry Potter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My nails, I am team Gryffindorrrrrrrrrrr.

BBQ day at The Quartz, SUPER SHOW TEE ^ ;D

Someday at ION, forgot when, empty lift with me inside only, LOL.

Some weird stuffs Ryan and Jinwei drew in Design Studio! Design Studio has become my second home already lol, I eat, sleep, play and do work there all the time. Love the aircons especially!

The phone I have been dying to get since ages ago.

Jie Hong's #FAILED birthday surprise, caught Captain America that day, can't wait for the part 2!! :&gt;

The song I forced Patrick to play on Jubeat, Dong Bang ftw!!!!!!!!!!!!!! &lt;3

The thing I have been working hard for since months ago. Finally near completion!!!!!!!

MR. SIMPLE!!!!!!!! :D

Awesome photo editing app :) Hae why you so gorgeoussssss? &lt;3

Replaying over and over again!

Favourite restaurant ever! Shu Teppan! Readers go try k! :D With Dru in this, I look so ugly pshhhh. ):

ADDICTEDDDDDD.

Longest receipt ever.

IPad @ Youtube! Super Junior Foreverrrrrrr!!

Watching suju again, never get tired of them! :)

Did I mention? I LOVE TUMBLR! ♥

all in all.

2011-08-03T22:11:00.003+08:00

Looking back at some old facebook photos and my old posts from lower sec till now.
I realized how much I have grown, from my character, my little habits and even physical appearance.
I am so different now, I always thought I am the same, just that I got older and fatter wtf okay. But some things never changes though, still the same group of BFFs, the same craziness, the same problems, the same person, more matured.

Still remembering few years back, Escape Theme Park is like some kind of exciting outing. Fandom is nothing. And even movie or K with friends seems such a big deal. Being a secondary school student is such a big deal.
For now, these things seemed so common, so typical, so stereotyped.

Never want to go back to the old days though, if you were to ask me if I had ever regretted anything from a few years back, the answer would be yes, but I ain't going to really find out why and what. I know I had regrets but all I know is, don't make yourself regret what is going on now, since it can still be controlled.

I feel old, and grown up right now.

#Mr Simple

2011-08-01T22:26:00.001+08:00

RETURN OF THE SUPERIOR.
My favourite boys are coming back, my favourite boy is back.

They are S u p e r J u n i o r .

Harry Potter & the Deathly Hallows, Part 2.

2011-07-24T01:56:00.002+08:00

Okay, this took me long enough...

First of all, I read the book. Not once, not twice but I think you can't count with your fingers.
When the movie first started, I was so excited I don't even know. Until the middle it suddenly struck me that it is the end, I know it was the last movie, it wasn't like it is the end of the world or anything but it's like losing an experience, a memory, a... friend.

Okay, this sounds stupid but Harry Potter series is just like that for me. It's part and parcel of my life, it's a chapter in my life story. And it ended.
When the book ends I wasn't even this sad.

Now I finished describing my feelings, it's time to voice out my unhappiness. Errr... LOL. Just like the last Harry Potter post.. Here we go..
FIRST SCENE, SHELL COTTAGE. No comments for this.
I guess my first dissatisfaction is battle of Hogwarts, THERE ARE STILL SLYTHERINS WHO STAYED TO FIGHT OKAY WTF. THEY ARE LIKE SUPPOSED TO CHOOSE. AND BEFORE HARRY AGREED TO LET NEVILLE AND GANG TO HELP, HE WAS SUPPOSED TO REJECT. (Okay this seems a little weird to be unhappy about.) BUT ANYWAY. YEAH.
Another part is when Harry went to find Voldermort, IT'S............. NOT EXACTLY LIKE THAT. ):
OKAY, THE FINAL BATTLE WHEN HE WOKE UP AFTER HE "DIED". He was supposed to wear the invisibility cloak and helped others first. Then after he appeared and duel with Voldermort.
THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO DUEL IN FRONT OF EVERYONE, AND THEN WHEN VOLD DIED THEY SILENT FOR A FEW MINUTES AND THEN ERUPT TO CHEERS.

Okay, the last thing I am unhappy about is Fred's death. I dont understand why must they always make the death until so insignificant.One more thing is... HARRY WASNT SUPPOSED TO BREAK THE ELDER WAND INTO TWO PIECES. HE WAS SUPPOSED TO "REPARO" HIS OWN TWIN CORE WAND. IF IT REALLY LIKE WHAT IT HAPPENED IN THE MOVIE, HE WONT HAVE A WAND ANYMORE. -____- HE WAS SUPPOSED TO DO THAT IN THE HEADMASTER'S OFFICE AND SEEK DUMBLEDORE'S APPROVAL IN HIS PORTRAIT BEFORE HE DO IT............

GAHHHHHHH, NOT HAPPY WITH THIS.

OKAY NEVERMIND, NINETEEN YEARS LATER, WHY DONT HAVE TEDDY AND VICTOIRE?!
This one nevermind, why is that this scene that I have waited for so long now... become like that.

All in all, it was a good movie, the scenes are packed together and you won't feel boring while watching unlike Half Blood Prince. ): And yeap, the best part was Molly's "NOT MY DAUGHTER YOU BITCH" and Mc Gonagall's spell. The automatons scene in Hogwarts and the Gringotts & Room of Requirement scene are all awesome. Malfoy Family's part and all. I like the last scene, where the 3 best friends stood together.

It all ends.

People make unrealistic wishes.

2011-07-13T22:28:00.002+08:00

People make unrealistic wishes and complain why they did not come true. If wishing upon a star will make your wish come true, the world that you are complaining unfair will be even worst.

A little update before you all think I am dead or something. teehee.
Super Junior's Comeback, Harry Potter 7 Part 2, Extravagant Challenge, City Hunter, Heartstrings, Ben & Jerry's are my current obesessions. I HEARD SUJU IS GOING ALL BLONDE. I WONDER I WONDER I WONDER, WHAT WILL THEIR NEW CONCEPT BEEEEEE!! SO EXCITED FOR IT. (Ahem, sorry, fangirl instincts.) From what I know, only Hyuk revealed his hairstyle, Hae not sure.. /tiltshead/

Oh well, I will know it soon enough.

Somehow, I am getting right into the mood where I am anxious and paranoid whatever for my O's and Prelims and I suddenly realized that I do not know a lot about Chem Pratical!!!! /fml/
So, I will not be updating regularly, just a note for whoever is reading this now. I really really wonder if anybody reads this. I always have such fantasy about my readers, whether where they are from, who they are, what they do and why they are reading my blog. Wait a minute, do I even have readers?

P/s: Next post will be on Harry Potter and probably Family BBQ.

Wishlist (Overrated)

2011-07-02T03:14:00.001+08:00

1. DSLR, SONY/CANON. (This is like a NEED lor.)
Got a P&S instead, #fail But I love it though.

~~2. SS3 tickets to be bought sucessfully.~~
It is bought successfully, not good seat though, VERY LOUSY ONE. /fml

~~3. SS3 to beeeeeeee funnnnnnnnn . (OF COURSE LUH, DUH!)~~
It's depressing, I dont like mentioning about it, I feel disgraceful.

4. Chanel necklace.
No chance, yet. Unless I get imitation <<< WTH, I WONT DO THAT, on a side note I want the studs more now.

~~5. Trip to Diva's.~~
Done it long ago, lol, it's not even hard to fulfill it's like everywhere in town.

~~6. Trip to F21.~~
DUHHHHHHHH, WHY AM I SUCH A LAME PERSON.

~~7. More sweaters.~~
I get a few this year. :)

8. More levi's signature tees.
I dont like it anymore, I just buy off random place.

9. Kpop events.
Attended none after SS3, dont like rookie groups anyway, and lol, they are kinda overrated. I AM STILL KPOPPER THOUGH.

~~10. Fruitful Shopping trips.~~
Twice this year.

~~11. Dong Hae does well in his acting.~~
He is doing too well for my liking.

12. My o's to be smooooooooottttttth saiiiiiiiilinggggggggg.
Havent know that, yet.

13. No more embarrassing moments.
Kinda hard to avoid. FML.

~~14. Everyone to be healthy.~~
Yeap, currently everybody around me is well and healthy, take peopo!

~~15. Know more friends/ELFs/people.~~
Know a few lately, I love friendly people!!!!

16. Black Berry Bold 9700 Smartphone.
#FAIL, Got an iPhone instead.

17. I touch casing. (THIS IS A DESPERATE NEED.)
One thing I know is, I dont own an iTouch anymore.

18. GROW TALLER.
.....................................

19. BABYCHUL TO KEEP HIS HAIRSTYLE TILL I AM TIRED OF IT.
Nah, apparently I dont have telepathy with him. sadlyfe.

20. NEW APARTMENT.
HAR HAR HAR, Still stucked in the bloody hdb.

21. NEW ROOM.
Since I am stucked in the bloody thing no new room.

22. NEW STEREOS.
Nope.

~~23. NEW MUG.~~
YES!!!!!! SUJU ONE!!!! COURTESY OF TONGGGG.

24. CUTE STATIONARIES.
Like Muji more.

25. Yingying to be more mature and stops playing maple/audi.
She still does. /lesigh

26. My desired Poly course.
Do not know, yet.

27. Friends forever with Dru/Stal, Many moreeeeeee.
I believe we will. ^^;;

28. World peace.
Impossible...........................

29. Be a better skinner.
CLINCHED SOTD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

30. Complete my fanfics.
;____;

31. Jaejae to stop being so hot so I can concentrate on babyhae.
No chance there.

32. Trip to Korea, Seoul & Busan.
DO NOT KNOW YET. I HOPE SO BADLY FOR IT EVERY EFFING DAYYYYYYYY!!!!!!

33. I am so going to Han Jiang river.
I KNOW RIGHT LJCA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~~34. MEET SJ.~~
GAGAGAGAGAGA, MET.
AND THEY ARE FREAKING HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.

35. SS3 Merchandise.
TOO EXPENSIVE, /flipshair

~~36. Sj-M to not add a new member who is a stranger.~~
HOHO, They added hyuk and min!!!!!!!!!!!!!

37. Stop anymore new Kpop groups to debut, Fangirls cannot take it anymore, we're not billionaires.
Cant stop them, but I dont like rookies, so doesnt affect me. :D

~~38. Dru to accept that she's a dino.~~
SHE DID MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

39. Stop Daphne Goh Xin Ying from abusing me.
She did? Or she didnt? /hmmmmm

40. LOSE WEIGHT.
GAIN INSTEAD. HELLO, STOP LAUGHINGGGGGGGG.

~~41. Next year's aircon room wouldn't affect my state in class.~~
It didnt!!!!!!!!!!

42. Cash.
It gets lesser and lesser, wae????????????

~~43. New Ez-link card sticker, SJ's.~~

~~44. Remain loyal to Sj.~~

~~45. Remain loyal to babyhae, unless he decides to cheat on me.~~
Still applicable.

46. Have fun in my effing life.
HAH, WORK HARD ON THAT LINJINGCI.

47. Gorgeous results.
#fail

~~48. Positive mindset.~~

49. CO SYF GOLD.
SILVER AND SO WHAT? WE WORKED HARD ANYWAY.

~~50. Juniors love me.~~
I know they love me. /wink

51. My blog to have more readers.
I dont exactly know that.

~~52. My twitter to have more followers.~~
It did. HURRRRRRRAYYYYYYYY.

~~53. @SS3singapore to be more popular.~~
@supershowsg instead.

~~54. Teachers treat me better.~~

~~55. Stop sleeping in class.~~

56. Sleep early everyday.
MISSION IMPOSSIBLE..................

57. Stop behaving like a spazz-deprived fangirl.
^ If I ever achieve that I can go to heaven.

58. Start treating people better.
59. Stop throwing too much tantrums.
60. Don't act a like a spoily brat unless necessary.
I am speechless with the above 3..................................

~~61. Yuyi Wooden Case Factory to prosper.~~

62. Things don't fail on me.
63. People don't fail on me.
64. Do well in E.Maths.
Speechless in the above 3 tooooooooooooooooo.

65. Fucking study.
MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~~66. Shut up when necessary.~~

~~67. Stal to buy presents for me while she's in Korea.~~

~~68. This year's genting trip to be awesome.~~
ITS SO FREAKING AWESOME ASDFGHJKLASDFFFFFFFFFFF.

~~69. Bond with CO mates.~~

~~70.Get a haircut.~~

71. Hair & face to stop getting oily every minute.
FML, HAVENT.

~~72. More books.~~

73. That chair cushion thingy @ minitoons.
Havent got a chance to see it again. :~~~:

~~74. Mini Shopaholic.~~

~~75. Jodi Picoult's books.~~

76. Harry Potter And The Goblet Of Fire, paperback.
Ahhh, I want it soooooooooo much.

~~77. More great fics to read.~~

~~78. More HQ photos to save.~~

79. The Alice Series by Phyllis reynolds naylor to sell in Singapore.
I still dont get why is it not sellinggggggggggggg.

~~80. Bookfair.~~

81. Be more environmental friendly.
Am Not......

~~82. Visit Togi's.~~
YES YES YES So NICEEEEEEEEEE.

~~83. Sushi Tei.~~

84. Stop eating sashimi.
Why did I wish such stupid wishes?!?!?!?!? -____-

~~85. Chinese New Year.~~

~~86. Christmas.~~

~~87. My birthday.~~

~~88. More clique outings.~~

~~89. PRESENTS!~~

90. ~~Boyfriend.~~ Dong Hae.
~~I asked him to marry me, but he says wait a few years.~~
Still a fangirl. ):

91. Own Teevee.
Suck on that.

92. New wardrobe.
STILL LESS THAN ONE METRE, SO I SAY WHY WISH SUCH A WISH?!?!?!?!??! /slapsselfs

93. Stop ranting about everything.
Still ranting, not stopping. IT RHYMES!!!!!!!!! /surprised.

~~94. More Sj's posters.~~

~~95. My collage on my wall.~~
It's kind of up.

96. Sj's Fansign.
Never had a chance. Unless I marry Hae, or something.

97. Mum to stop nagging.
Will she ever stop?
NOOOOOOOO.

98. Rubbish to stop piling up.
It's piling up even faster la, how to stop teach me!!!!!!!!!!

99. Dong Hae to love me more.
I hope he did, he didnt like showing affection la, haahahhahaha. /delusional
Nahh, he love me enough already, no need more, later I faint due to that. /stilldelusional
I AM FANGIRL! <<< Normal liao.

100. Sleep.
WHAT DO I EXPECT AT THAT POINT OF TIME WHEN I MAKE THIS WISH?! I AM A SEC4 STUDENT ALREADY FOR CRYING OUT LOUD. -_____-

nothing much

2011-07-01T20:15:00.000+08:00

SAY VOGUE VOGUE VOGUE VOGUE VOGUE VOUGE VOGUE:
A quick post.
Like my new blogskin? Production of nineofthirteen k!
Hahahahaha, Extravagant finished filming! Super happy, was busy saving photos just now.
Quite addicted to weibo now. Many pretty photos! Recent my new addiction is City Hunter too!
Was reminiscing WGM Yong Seo and Adam just now, so cute I want to cry. ;~~~;
Alright I got to go, need to wake yingying and go for dinner.
FOLLOW ME @NINEOFTHIRTEEN .

P/s: flavors revamped too! <3

Updates V.2

2011-06-24T05:11:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps! This is my update version 2. HOHO, I just dont know what to name all my posts la.
Anyway, Airport 2 times this week for studying, not that productive, but actually with Michymichhaha quite productive, hahahaha. It's the last week of holidays! /lesigh/ Gon' go back to hell . /lolololol
I can't wait to receive my timetable though, school shouldnt let us waste time at P.E. anymore.

#Foreverbeetchy/horny outing today!! I laughed so much la, its so epic with the girls, especially with Glenna, I think I am the most not awkward with her cept Dru of course. HAHAHAHA.
School should reopen soon, I feel so slackened. O's coming, Extravangant Challenge and 5th Jib to look forward to, I hope all 3 comes soon. Especially O's, meaning it would end sooner! AND I WILL BE HAPPY LIKE MAD. /laughshisterically/ Shall not spazz so much nowadays too. Cn Blue occupying my spazztime me dont like, Hae occupy EVEN more, Oh wells, I am a fangirl.

In the mean time, take care!
XXX.

Updates V.1

2011-06-18T23:34:00.001+08:00

SAY HELLO TO IPAD2!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not mine, Dad's, but still I can play with photobooth & games & facetime whatsnot~ :D


AND WATCH VIDEO #LIKEABOSS

You may not see it here but the sky was super pretty when I took this picture, the clouds were (I dont know how) PINK. 8D LOL, actually I was being bored also. I tore out my hellokitty keyboard stickers already, I feel weird typing now LOL.

Super love this picture! It's my dp for twitter and foursquare anyway, the app Xiaxue said on her blog, I went to download he he he. ^^ The effect super nice. I keep playing with photography apps nowadays, courtesy of Dru anyway~

Speaking about Dru, this is C.A.R. ! :D We were friends for 3 years, awwwwwwwww~ Outing with them at bugis that day, this was outside KOI. I know KOI got poison whatever, it's still niceeeeeee. <3

Was sick this few days anyway, very sick, throat + fever + flu, I was dying~ LOL, I coughed in the middle of the night not able to sleep k!!! Very serious hor. By the way I hate autodesk. ):<

This effect was super nice also!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dont tell you the app! HAHAHAHAHHA :D Dru looks so tumblr-ish here~

I NEVER FAIL TO WALK PASS HOLIKA HOUSE EVERYTIME AT WISMA, GUESS WHY! 8D
They saying Hi to me hehehehehehe. /bricked/

Say hello to my pimped iPhone case, so cute right? FUWAHAE. And my polka dott nails lol.

Another effect I get on photography app. Told you I love my phone.
Btw, today I dreamt that my phone was suddenly replace with a Blackberry!!!!!!!!!! WTFFFFFFF.
I know I have been hoping to get berry for ages but in the the dream I was happy, but it turned out I dont know how to use a berry (fml here, it is impossible) and then the berry idek, bail out on me or something then I keep hoping I could get my iPhone back, and it turn into a horrible nightmare of me missing my bus (because no iphone app) and a lot of weird stuff I forgot and my dream suddenly turn into my ahgong dont have factory anymore he owns a hotel or something, effing scary that hotel then I woke up with Love Girl because Mom called me. Totally weirdness whole sleep, I always had weird dreams when I sleep too long hours.

Pardon my shitty skin condition, my skin was peeling and I had pimple scars I am lazy to photoshop away~

CAR, My favourite ~~people~~ friends on earth. (I cancelled people because I have family and super junior to consider for LOL. Not forgetting other biases.)

I chopped Bu puo hai, no one can use it now. (Y) Lol at my address btw~

I spot 13 everywhere in workshop! By the way I dont have to go back here anymore, my product is finished!! -winkwink-

Alright, I love you peeps!
XXX

Tops.

2011-06-12T03:36:00.001+08:00

1 - Top 5 Groups
2 - Top 5 Boy Groups
3 - Top 5 Girl Groups
4 - Top 5 Handsome Male Kpop Idols
5 - Top 5 Gorgeous Female Kpop Idols
6 - Top 5 Male Kpop Biases
7 - Top 5 Female Kpop Biases
8 - Top 5 Favorite Kpop MVs
9 - Top 5 Favorite Kpop songs
10 - Your biases in your Top 5 kpop groups

1.
Super Junior
Code Name Blue
Dong Bang J Y J
SHINee
f(x)

2.
Super Junior
Code Name Blue
Dong Bang J Y J
2AM
SHINee

3.
f(x)
BEG
SNSD
T-ARA
ORANGE CARAMEL

4.
Lee Dong Hae
Kim Jae Joong
Kim Hee Chul
Cho Kyu Hyun
Hyun Bin

5.
Sunny
Soo Young
Hara
Sulli
Vic

6.
Lee Dong Hae
Kim Hee Chul
Cho Kyu Hyun
Lee Jung Shin/Jong Hyun/Min Hyuk/Yong Hwa (DONT JUDGE, I REALLY CAN'T DECIDE.)
Kim Jae Joong

7.
Sunny
Soo Young
Tae Yeon
Sulli
Eun Jung

8.
It's You
Haeng Bok Suju's Ver.
Beautiful
Mirotic

9.
Sorry Sorry
Its You
Shining Star
Mirotic
Love Girl

10.
Lee Dong Hae
All. No choosing, I'd die.
Jae Joong
Onew
Sulli

Harro!

2011-06-05T01:32:00.001+08:00

Just an update to revive this place, I am so tired and depress nowadays.
O'Levels stressing me out. :) I just hope this end soon. Just wait for meeeee.

Thinking.

2011-05-28T09:16:00.001+08:00

I am thinking whether should I get a new blog, as in a new account.
Whenever I go back to my archives and read my past blogpost I took ugly pictures, BLURRED (wtf) PICTURES. I sound so childish, immature and disgusting.
And it is irritating when I chose to let people see all that, ):
But I also want to keep ones that I like, like those sec 2 and sec 3 memories.
Lesigh. Life is so weird. And contradicting.

I changed to onsugar before, and I came back eventually, which is uhhhhh...
So oh well, I shall be stucked with this until I couldnt do anymore blogposts.
PLEASE DO NOT READ MY ARCHIVES. ;____;
I feel so irritated right now, lack of sleep, worried about everything.

Chinese O's in a day's time, I am supposed to be studying and doing exercises, but I kept procrastinating. All I really want to do now is watch drama, eat and sleep. /furrowsbrows/
Ok, got to go.

xxx

What am I going to do?

2011-05-22T04:19:00.001+08:00

I MISS PERCUSSION. ;____;

I miss a lot of stuffs, Super Junior, WGM Goguma couple, PERCUSSION, Super Junior again, watching music shows live streaming, miss camping on the computer late in the night super late, eating supper, being happy, being just happy, miss all those awesome outings, miss it when we are all still fine with each other, having a goal in life, passing maths, having the motivation to study, my friends being how I know them as, missing the time where everything is simple and relaxing. And free of stress and worry.

Happy Birthday Jong Hyun.

2011-05-16T17:55:00.001+08:00

I never thought I would do this but Happy Birthday Jong Hyun. Always sing, always play, always be in Cn Blue, always be a dork, always be Lee Jong Hyun, always make me fall head over heels with you. ♥
Supposed to do this yesterday but... Oh well, >:

XXX

End.

2011-05-15T03:50:00.000+08:00

Midyears ended! Yeah right, but I am so worried about my maths. Well, forget it, when am I not worrying about it? Outings and outings and outings this week and next week consecutively. Like broke only.
Outing with Dru & Mich and drop by to visit mich that day at Ion. Had Thai Express and met Candy afterwards. I am going to fullerton for wedding dinner tomorrow! Probably spam photos muahahah. see ya.

Not forgetting my love:

Why is he so gorgeous? That mokpo jerk. /laughs

Learning.

2011-05-04T01:58:00.000+08:00

It's the midyears.

Waiting for:

Some randoms:

How is Suju a theme park seriously?

I am losing it, I really am.

Reason to smile.

2011-04-25T00:31:00.002+08:00

My only loot from Flea@Scape, Oversized britian flag (?) top, nice right! :) teehee. Lovelovelove the hello kitty bow on my phone!!!!!!!!

New planner I got from Kino, $3!!!!!!!!!!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT. HAHAHAAHAHA, Never got anything so cheap at Kino before!!!!!!!!! LOLOLOLOL, overexcited. Anyway yeah, it's my new favourite thing. So pretty! It got food calorie list somemore I tell you, too bad I cannot read Japanese! ):


Probably my fave month of the year.

Love my #fh girls sooooo much, XXX (Dea, Dru, Michelle, Glenna, Unnie)

Last but not least, San Gu Liu Po HAHAHAHAHAH! We are the AMaths rejects! huhuhuhuhuhuh ^^
K and Movie with them, all fell in love with Justin Bieber hehehehee. my fault LOL. /hides/


XXX

Deja Vu.

2011-04-19T21:00:00.009+08:00

19th April 2011, Seng Kang Chinese Orchestra's SYF Central Judging.
Never in my life was I so nervous before, it was worst than the first syf I went to.
Nevertheless, this time is definitely going to be better than the last one. I sweaarrr.

Anyway, I shall not elaborate about Syf, not in the mood to. >:

This is so cute I MUST post >

I want to sleep badly. I haven't even had my dinner, I am gonna chop chop finish the stuffs I am supposed to do and ago to bed!!
hehe, #fh outing and #sglp outing on Friday and Saturday consecutively! Can't wait! This is week is so exciting.
Results will be released on Thursday, stalk me on Twitter and you will know SKCO will get a silver/gold hahahahah, :D

SEE SEE SEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM ACCEPTED INTO HOGWARTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY OWL CAME LATE FOR 3 YEARS WTF. ;___; LOL KIDDING. How I hope I really can go horwarts, I would probably give up Kpop for hogwarts. /runs/ Speaking about hogwarts > HPDH7P2 IS COMING, 3 MONTHS AND I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOSHHHHHHHHHHH~~~ Already told yingying that we will be watching it on the first day it is showing. teehee. ^^

SO NAISE RIGHT?! Like collage like that hahahahah, it's some icons I downloaded that day, for the icon on my info section here. I just wanted one icon and I end up downloading so many!! HAHAHAHAHA, anyway, omggggggggg, Chang Min!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! /excusemewhileigospazz/

The bunny kitty my juniors bought for me! So cute luh, I bu she de hang anywhere eh, scared dirty. So cute I want to cry wtf. I will miss Percussion and Yangqin so much! Love my section so much, we went through a lot together I swear none of you would ever experience that kind of thing. Sigh, I shall talk about this story another time, it's a long story, but anyway, hope I will be able to go back often. :D

There is a problem with me nowdays, I always contradict myself. D:<

XXX

Tumblr gave me inspirations.

2011-04-14T21:23:00.003+08:00

Have you ever just wanted to scream? Because no one is listening to you. Have you ever just wanted to run away? Because no one understands. Have you ever wanted to hurt yourself? Because no one cares. Have you ever wished something bad would happen to you? Because you want sympathy. Have you ever wished someone would ask you 'what's wrong'? Because you need to vent. Have you ever just wanted to lock yourself in your room? Because you need to get away from life. Have you ever just wanted to text that boy that broke your heart? Because you know the old him could make you smile in a heart beat just by replying to your text. Have you ever cried and ran to the mirror to make sure it looked like you didn't? Because your family just wouldn't understand.

I am all of the above. Life is sad, but we had to move on, and try to be happy. Because life is also short.

My life is just like Junsu's life.

And recently, I am head over heels with

Alright...
I still want to let you know I love


XXX

Still surviving,

2011-04-06T20:58:00.001+08:00

The title expressed my whole two weeks of school plus other random stuffs.
Recently I didn't really have the Social Networking bug, I have been dead on blog, twitter and facebook.
Can you imagine? @nineofthirteen dead on twitter. I shudder at the thought of it.
Then I just realized how much I miss Twitter these few days! /hides/
Okay, this is just random but I kinda miss blogging.

Another random thing: I recently like Cn Blue even more, idek y.

Sometimes I regretted joining Kpop, but whenever I think back, I regretted for regretting it.
Makes sense? I hope so. It's so tough to be a fangirl, much less a fangirl taking O's who is also an Admin of a fansite. People may think I zi ji hai zi ji, but unless you're a fangirl, don't judge me or I kick your butt.

Hehehehehehehe, nowadays I like to kick people to different countries.

Another even more random one: I am hungry.

Another another random one: Wants to watch Yong Seo last episode but I am just too scared!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ottokke?!

By the way, HP7 Part 2 is coming soon! July!! Can't wait! But I don't want it to end so soon!!
Gosh, and I hope Breaking Dawn may release this year, can't wait too, especially Son Of Neptune - Heroes Of Olympus, I want so many new books! And Jodi's one. Holyshisus! I need money, to sum up all of this.
Not forgetting I am desperate for a new laptop! And idek, jyj & cnblue to comecomecomecome sgp!

XXX

Wii (Interested?)

2011-03-29T00:05:00.004+08:00

WII FOR SALE!
Just because me and YY doesn't take an interest in it anymore. ): And we rarely play it because we are in love with apple apps more. I can tell you that our set of Wii are not play for more than 20 times. And that is very little, considered that we bought it for almost going to a year.
Since our model is not new, it is modified. Which, in other words, totally can play those games cd-roms that are burned, total yay for a nintendo lover because you can't find a model like that anymore.
The condition is super good, with 2 remote, 2 remote protector and 2 nunchucks, which box still intact and we have the full set, if I am not wrong, ours is made in Korea. ^^;
If you are interested (Singapore Only Please.) you can drop me a mail at nineofthirteen@gmail.com, normally I will reply within a few hours, :D
We are selling @ S$390 (Price negotiable) !! MAIL ME MAIL ME~

System specs
Central Processing Unit (CPU)
IBM Broadway 729MHz
Graphics Processing Unit (GPU)
ATI Hollywood 243MHz
Supported Resolution
Up to 480p
System Memory
88MB
Internet Connectivity
WiFi 802.11 b/g
Media
Internal Storage
512MB Flash Memory
Optical Drive
12cm Wii Disc & 8cm GameCube Disc. Discs will self-load into the bay.
12cm Disc Capacity
4.7Gb (or 8.5Gb Dual Layer)
Memory Expansion
1 x SD Memory
Backward Compatibility
Downloadable Games
NES, SNES, N64, Genesis, Neo-Geo, TurboGrafix16 (and CD)
Disc Compatibility
GameCube
Connectivity
Wii Controller Ports
4 x Wireless
GameCube Controller Ports
4 Ports
GameCube Memory Expansion
2 Ports
USB 2.0
2 Ports
Internet
Wireless IEEE802.11b/g or a USB LAN adaptor. WiiConnect 24 persistant connection, even when powered off.
Output ports
AV Multi-output port, allowing Composite, S-Video and Component.
Controller
Connection method
Bluetooth (wireless)
Wiimote Buttons
3 axis motion sensor, + Direction pad, A, B, Minus, Home, Power button, 1 and 2
Nunchuck Buttons
3 axis motion sensor, Analog stick, C and Z
Force feedback (rumble)
Yes
Other features
Wiimote has a speaker and an expansion port

Overdues.

2011-03-22T23:43:00.000+08:00

Sequence by date! Latest to Oldest. ♥
Outing with 1/2 of #foreverhorny few days back during the Holidays, hope #fh can meet up all together soon. So sad that we have not even met fully for one time. ): Well, I hope we do have a chance soon! ^^

Favourite JYJ Poster!!!!!!!!!!!! And my self-made Suju Box. It looks weird IKR. LOL, Anyway, I hope I can go their Concert, I've heard them live, but seen them upclose! CONCERT CONCERT!! $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$. ):

Recently, the only thing I look forward most to is SYF. Hoping it can end soon so that I can relax a wee bit.
Can't wait for Mid-Years! I AM CRAZY, WHATEVER. :D

More demands...

2011-03-16T17:44:00.002+08:00

I had a nightmare yesterday.
I dreamt that my SX's Lens got scratched like asdghjklasdfff.

Oh yes... I need a new laptop. ;_____;

iPhone

2011-03-12T00:43:00.000+08:00

I am an Official iPhone user like...

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But... Other than the data plan... I am not feeling too happy about it... Cant fulfill my BB fantasy. ;____;
/sigh/ But I must still appreciate what I have, and yes yes yes, I don't love iPhone but I love my Phoneee!!
hehehe, today's earthquakes and tsunamis made me realised how important appreciation is... Gosh, I feel like I am writing reflection... Whatever it is, I have CO tomorrow, sleep early and have a great weekend readers! ♥ /insertalltheiphoneheartemoticon//

Worried.

2011-03-05T00:21:00.002+08:00

Hihihihihihihi. I am currently counting down to the days I can get my data plan~
6 more days! I am so excited!! Although I am getting iPhone, but still, having a dataplan would save me a lot of trouble trying to get through Wireless@SG the whole day, it's really irritating when you have to search for a lousy connection and then try to connect it and... urghhh, it even takes so many lines to describe how troublesome it is. Anyway, that's about that. :)

However, currently I am like using some lousy flip Phillips phone while I wait.
And I probably cannot get it like immediately on the first day of IT Fair, I am worried, ottokke?
Huh uh, I shall ~~force Dad~~ he would go willingly, I shall force Mom to meet us after her lessons.
S to the I to the A to the N. Ptm on Friday, I MUST GET MY PHONE BEFORE FRIDAY.
Because I done really badly, I failed English! Like wtf I know. But I don't feel too bad because nobody actually passed. So... Yeah.

Recently I am having the Cn Blue craze, so yeah, you see Cn to the Blue in my information section~
They are super cute k! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 them!! Oh shxt, wae am I typing like a boice?
Hello, pure sapphire blue blood here!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHHA, talking about this... I feel like spazzing right now. hehehehhehuhuhuhuhuhuh. CO tomorrow again!! Wae is my life like that??? I still got a few assignments to complete before I go back to school on Monday, and there is like Napfa test on Tuesday??? ;_____; I hope I can at least pass 5 stations uh huh. God bless me. And let me lose some weight, before I kill myself out of self depression.

On a lighter note, I finally mastered some keys on the Glockenspiel, yeah~ Did I mention I play the Glockenspiel for our SYF piece??? Eeeeee, so stressful. If I am going to continue leading this kind of stressful life, I may explode gagagagagagaga. But also on a happier note, I sucessfully dropped A. Maths!! Okayokay, if you have been stalking/following me at @nineofthirteen you probably know already. But I still want to share the happiness! Dropping A.Maths is the most rational decision I have ever done regarding my studies. No matter what, at least when I dropped A.Maths, my E.Maths improved! Even Ms. Shen said it k! YAY. WOOHLALA, sorry to bore you with my boring life, but I guess I must give a update before I die/this blog die. So there~ hehehehhe, I want to drag Mommy to Ajisen tomorrow! Craving it like crazy! hihihihihihihi.

XXX

P/s: In the mean time, take care!! <3

300.

2011-02-21T20:59:00.002+08:00

This is my 300th post! Ohmyohmy, 4 years as a "blogger", I suck, HAHAHAHHA.
Anyway, yeah right, there are 7 more minutes to 9PM, I guess I will just do a quick one.
First things first, Common Test week ahead, Study Study Study. No la, for me is Procrastinate Procrastinate Procrastinate. I just can't get anything done, OH WELL.
I guess I will really have to work hard... Sooooooooooooooooon.

This week would be great though, I cleared Monday and I am left with four days of schools without SSPs & CCAs. How awesome if everyday was to be like that? Excluding the P.E./NAPFA part.
I hate trying while I know I will just embarrass the hell out of myself.
Duh, well, I guess it's okay, it's been like that for 3 fucking years. (Sorry for the vulgar, but I need to you, exaggerate it.) Whatever, okay.

Tell you what, enjoy an awesome Music Video, I will see you all soon, have a great week ahead!!! ♥♥♥

I just want to ignore everybody, nobody cares about me anyway, they took everything as my fault, whatever I've done is wrong, my life suddenly sucks so much and it's so messed up that I don't even know how I should continue to live it. I am short and fat and ugly and I dont want to live anymore. Officially fuck my life kthxbai.

2011-02-15T21:32:00.002+08:00

Polka dottts,

2011-02-12T20:14:00.000+08:00

Basically, I eat, sleep, go to school, go ssp, go cca and go:

here everyday. Pretty much a Fangirl-cum-student person < Which is me.
So, sorry for being boring, but I am boring.
Well well well, I am also sometimes quite busy with

this. But I am really sorry to Candy and (last time) Stella & Grace for being such a fail admin. Studies and sleeping occupies too much of my time, sorry for making you girls update always although it's also my responsibility to update. I love you.<3
These few days have been pretty mundane, School and school and school, what else anyway? Oh yes, CNY, nothing much to say. It's getting more and more boring after years and years. The best part are the good food and the angpaos.

Anyway, today I am busying with CO, and mainly talking on twiter (did I mention I hate texting/calling/msn/fb, ok, now you know~) and the main thing of today is

this. Oh, speaking about this, I am also busying about Valentine's Day. NO I AM NOT ATTACHED. But I apparently I am dating with my cliques and besties. My Valentine on Valentine's Day is Super Junior-M~ They're coming back with too perfect! teehee, such a good timing, purposely one right? Hae? /smirk/
Andandandand, recently, just recently, I am obsessed with

Hyun Bin. My ultimate dream guy: Kim Joo Won in Secret Garden.

And the show itself because it's just toooooooo awesome, go watch it, you won't regret. ^^;

And of course, not forgetting my babies,

XXX, Have a nice day! Till next time~ <3
P/s: I love polka dotts lately and I dont know why~ It's just too cute~

Super Junior Super Show 3.

2011-02-07T19:00:00.002+08:00

I feel obligated to do this post, I don't know why.
Guess this is really a big part of my life, no matter what, Super Junior have already occupied my life for 1 years and 4 months, going to fifth month actually.
So, of course this must be recorded in here, my only 'diary'.

As twenty-ninth of January starts to get nearer and nearer until it was around the corner, my emotions and mood get weirder and weirder. One part of me wanted it to come faster and another part of me is scared. Scared of what happens next. Truth is, I did not want it to come more. Reason is, I haven't exactly bought the best seats for the show. Neither did I know whether if the people sitting next to me will ne friendly/old/young/hyper/scary/ugly/pretty/eunhaeshipper or whatsoever. I didn't know what is waiting for me at T32 Row 27. And obviously, my row was the last row of my area. "Life couldn't get better?"
Cliche, I know.

Before the start of the concert, I met Dru at Compass Point's McDonald's to have brunch.
I was late and I keep worrying about forgetting to bring stuffs, no matter what, I wasn't sure if this would be the first and last time seeing the loves of my life. (At the moment anyway.) Making sure I wouldn't regret was the number one thing on my to-do list in my heart on 29th. The next thing I knew, we reached the venue.

We ran around, passing stuffs, and helping to do the towel collection, and taking whatever banners or fan project stuffs we could get on our hands during our 5 hours of free time before the concert. The thing is, god - you wouldn't believe this - before the concert, the boys arrived in those vans you would probably see in fancams and in Korea arriving at the venue of Super Show 3 Singapore - Singapore Indoor Stadium. If you're not a fangirl, you couldn't have imagined the situation of the scene, everybody - yes, literally - everybody was running towards the direction of the vans. Members went down the car and I was frantically searching for my Camera. I was far away from them, but I managed to see them, but guess what, no pictures because I was too dumbstrucked to take any pictures.
Until now, I have even forgot which member I saw first, the only thing I know is that Dong Hae was the not the first I saw, neither the last - I didn't see him - at all.

Oh well, I know I got the concert to look forward to.
About this part, Thanks to Fidelia, Francine, Haziqah, Dru for the "entertainment" during the waiting. It was awesome and made me less worried.

The concert started off peacefully, I was really bored as I was the first to sit in my row, the last row, and I started tweeting using gladlyCast, self-consoling tweets. Because I practically couldn't see the stage at all. Yes, at all. You can't imagine how I feel at that point of a time because, well, it was all I hope for for months, and you can even say - years, for a good seat in SS3 Singapore. In the end, I got a seat, but the lousiest one. Or maybe not, but definitely not a good one.

The concert started with Sorry Sorry, you can imagine my face, with the speechless expression. I can't remember the fanchants. I can only remember Dong Hae rising up from the middle of the stage, the first one I saw. I forgot everything from then. Even I was supposed to scream, I didn't. Too preoccupied looking and squinting for a view of his face.
The concert went on till the encore and I snapped photos like crazy.
As what I have said on twitter, I have no more memories of Super Show 3 Singapore, except all the smiles and voices of the members, and how flawless they looked, at least to me. And how, my fangirling goal suddenly vanished.

Until now, I still haven't really get over the fact that I watched Super Show 3, live.
I will never ever forget their smiles and every wave of their hands to us and dance moves.
I think that is the first time I felt like a true Elf of Super Junior, not that I was not before, but not really truly. I never feel so 'fan-like' before, not before I joined 4999 of Elfs in the show of our 15 boys, shouting, cheering, laughing and screaming and spazzing together. Everlasting Friends Jjang! ♥

From nineofthirteen @ twitter:
Eww, didnt expect my post to be like that. Sorry people, I have no more memories of it, just a whole cart of emotions. ):

Happy Birthday Jae!

2011-01-26T19:48:00.000+08:00

I forget how I fall for him, it's just... the same feeling I had for Hae I guess?
Anyway, hehehe, happy birthday Jae! Loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

XXX

P/s: Always Keep The Faith!

Shoppingggggggggggggggg.

2011-01-16T01:48:00.000+08:00

The old me hates shopping.

This post shows that I've changed.
Or maybe it's because I grow, and clothes I see seems to fit me now...

Hmmm....

Anyway...

Went Orchard with Dru today, and surprisingly! Mich came. Woohlala, she stand at the MRT like she doesn't know me, hai wo xia dao. duhduhduh.
And then we shopped and eat lunch and Candy came to meet us at ION.
Hehehehe, I bought my ezlinkcard holder, hellokitty mirror, pouch for instax and nailpolish. Went to meet Mom after that and bought my sandals. Almost bought a sweater from MANGO! But then it's high neck so I look weird. It's on sale FML.
Sandals to SS3! But I wearing now in case I wear on that day then got blisters and stuff.

Last time Ahma used to tell me must bite the new shoes so it won't bite back (meaning it won't hurt) after you start to wear it. Folklores... DUH.

More assignments coming up and well... I have even finish current ones~ ):

XXX

Polaroids On The Wayyyy!

2011-01-14T18:25:00.000+08:00

NONE OF THE PHOTOS ARE EDITED! PRODUCT OF MY POINT AND SHOOT! KBAI! ♥

idekwhatiwanttosay

2011-01-12T20:42:00.003+08:00

I CAN'T WAIT TO GET THIS ON MY HAND!!!! ANDANDANDAND MIROTIC ALBUM!!!!!!!!!!
New blogskin!!! I love it sooooo much!!!!!! Nothing much to say. ):
Except... Tons and tons of homework waiting for me to complete...
I haven't had my dinner. I want my old teachers back~
And... I NEED MY FIRST BLACKBERRY BOLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

XXX

Screenshots.

2011-01-05T20:37:00.000+08:00

I am soooo lazy to elaborate anything. Basically, the first day of my school is getting my whole year's schedule, I assure you it's as scary as having to go 10 rounds on the bungee jump. Starting of the month, are tests and more tests. Then Common TESTS again and then Chinese Intensive, English Intensive, Prelims and much much much more remedials. And last but not least, the O'Levels. So yeah, everything is going the hard way definitely this year. Especially with the change of Principal, our school are facing a dull life, imagine this: We're not having anymore Food & Funfair, family carnival whatsoever, no camps in school compund, no Cultural Nite and I don't even know, Sec Threes are having OBS and eww, screw their life. Come to think of it I am so glad this is my last year and I can get over with it after my O'Levels. I am having remedials all the time and having to do assignments all the time I probably don't have any more time online. Not to mention I need more than 8 hours of sleep per day. I am getting so energy-deprived. (Just look at my timetable I screened shot above~)
No matter what, I hope I can still do well this year because I sucked last year and hell yes, D&T Coursework's Theme is coming out on the release of O'Levels of Monday. The graduants are worrying about their results and I will be worrying about my Coursework.
Whatever it is, I hope everything will go well this year, people out there, hwaiting for your whatever goals or studies alright?

XOXO

Happy 2011!

2011-01-01T01:13:00.002+08:00

Goodbye 2010, Come on 2011.

2010-12-30T02:02:00.004+08:00

I was reading Xiaxue's blog and her latest post is 2010 in a nutshell and I wanted to summarize my 2010 too. :)

Firstly, it was my senior year at SengKangSec, it's totally like we're the olded ones again, the same old feel I get when I was at Primary 6. Then I got in the worst class I thought it would be. But 3E4 is daebak. Minus the trouble we got into, but anyway.
I think I written the most reflections in SKSS this year, was late for god knows how many times. And I also had my first biggest worry ever.

Meaning: WILL I EVER GET PROMOTED TO SECONDARY 4?!

But I DID IT.

So well, it was quite a meaningful year for me. And I think I also written the most blogpost and longer and longer and more pictures this year. I will do better next year too. ^^

This year is also a year Suju turned into 10. And how Kyung and Kang In left. But still, this is a short journey, they're coming back, I believe and had faith in them. This year is a year where my fandom showed me how to have faith, and yes I did have faith. Anything is possible. And they had a really great album this year which made me spazz like crazy in school. I am sure they would be even better next year.

My first time participating in Cultural nite also took place during this year and it was the best performance our CO ever performed, we also performed in many places this year and it was really really fun. ^^

And then, this year CO got a gold for the international Arts Festival. And also, also it's the first time I went overseas by myself without Parents and had so much fun. Also my first time in Genting Highlands! And I loved that place! :)

Not forgetting I entered my first chinese related competition, the Mediacorp organized that one, I AM LIKE THE REPORTER OR SMTH HEHEHEHEHE ^^ THE BEST PART IS: WE GOT THE BEST VIDEOGRAPHY AWARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

Lastly I just celebrated my fifteeth birthday, I am fifteen! :D It's also my first year without a birthday cake! Errr... LOL. HAHAHHAHAH!

And this year's fangirling life is also my best year because I get to meet awesome friends like my admins at @SS3singapore & @SGSJELFs and not to forget the #foreverhorny.
They are the best.

I also gained a whole lot of knowledge this year and I got a lot of new stuffs this year, like my Point & Shoot, my books, and my iPod and my phone!

I am guessing 2011 will be a great stressful and exciting year ahead because I am taking my O's, getting my first Blackberry and like finally, meeting my bby in real life.

I am all ready for 2011, and I love this year.

XOXO

Happy 7 Years Dong Bang.

2010-12-27T01:43:00.003+08:00

Happy 7 Years Anniversary Dong Bang, You rock seriously. I am sorry I cannot be a full time Cassopeia, I am 3/4 Elf and 1/4 Cassie. But still, you're more legendary than Super Junior I swear. Anyway, Happy 7 Years, there're more to go. Always Keep The Faith, I belive in you guys. ♥

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Ten Random Facts:
#1 I love to read facts from omgfacts.
#2 I like to watch those taiwan shows, those aunties watch one, on mio teevee.
#3 I secretly hope Kyung loses his lawsuit.
#4 I hate the fact that Dong Hae needs to really get married or date someone someday.
#5 I always says that I want to lose weight but I end up eating more sinful stuffs.
#6 I feel a kind of satisfaction when I buy fanstuffs.
#7 I want School to reopen soon, on the condition that my homework is done.
#8 I hate it when I have to stay at home whole day.
#9 I love Supper.
#10 I am worrying about Super Show 3 everyday.

Nine Wishes:
#1 I hope I can have a better seat at Super Show 3.
#2 I want lots and lots of Money.
#3 I hope for good results for my O's.
#4 I want a Blackberry.
#5 I hope all my homework can be miraculously done.
#6 I hope I can meet Dong Hae upclose someday.
#7 I want Super Junior to be 13 once again.
#8 Stop anymore Kpop groups from debutting, it's more than enough.
#9 LOSE WEIGHT.

Eight Things Currently Near Me:
#1 My Mug.
#2 Stickys.
#3 Watch.
#4 Pencil Case.
#5 Tissues.
#6 iPod's USB Adapter.
#7 Phone.
#8 iPod.

Seven Things That I Always Carry With Me:
#1 iPod.
#2 Wallet/Wrislet.
#3 Phone.
#4 A Book.
#5 A Organizer.
#6 Comb.
#7 Scrunchies.

Six Things That I Do On A Daily Basis:
#1 Listening to Kpop.
#2 Sing.
#3 Tweet.
#4 Eat.
#5 Read.
#6 Talk.

Five Addictions:
#1 Super Junior.
#2 Twitter.
#3 Coke.
#4 WGM, Khuntoria & Adam.
#5 Listening to Kpop.

Four Current Thoughts:
#1 I need to pee.
#2 Happy 7 Years DBSK.
#3 I want to watch WGM.
#4 I need to go eat the flu medicine.

Three Words/Phrases To Describe Yourself:
#1 I am spoilt.
#2 I am Materialistic.
#3 Twitteridic.

Two Inside Jokes:
#1 Ernest (CO's inside joke)
#2 FAAAARMER. (Clique's Joke)

One Confession Or Secret:
#1 I think Facebook sucks.

Christmas Day!

2010-12-25T03:16:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHRISTMAS! HOHOHOHOHO! ^0^

I was a bit reluctant to blog about this christmas because... My christmas is... boring.

It's just a K-Session at Bedok and Buffet Dinner that's all. AND THE TURKEY AND CAKE SUCKS. So... Well, it's like that HAHAHAHHA :D

Have a good Christmas everyone! No matter what your religion is, because I am gonna have a goos time too! Loves! ♥

Gonna watch Harry Potter to celebrate Christmas~ LOLOLOLOL! Till next time! ^^

2010 BIRTHDAY.

2010-12-20T01:04:00.000+08:00

Wheeeeeeeeeee, it's my birthday! Sorry for the late posting, I didn't really have the blogging bug. Arghhh, anyway, I got a SPAO Tee & SS3 Dong Hae file for my 2010 Present, wahhh, cool max lah, but I am not going to use the file, it is too precious for usage!
Somehow I want to but SM TOWN Merchandise ley ahhhhhhh. Seriously...
Went Orchard for Birthday trip, standard one, confirm go orchard when riding in the north east line. Dru wanted to go Nex, but seriously I HATE NEX. So... It's my birthday, I call the shots. LOL. Anyway, we went town. I don't know why but I love town area heheheheh.
We went to eat and walk arounf like siao. WE WENT MANDARIN GALLERY OKAY? So classy only Ah Jiu will go LOL. There you can't find teenagers, it's totally so expensive. Ahhh, my LV Speedy fly le laaaa! Dad's friend didn't have time to help me buy. Mom is happy cos save money but I want to cry alr. ): Oh yes, I said I bought new camera right?! DAD FRICKING BOUGHT IT TO MALACCA SO MY BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION @ KBOX TOMORROW DONT HAVE PHOTOS!!!!!! FML TTM! D: GAHHH, MOM STILL HAVENT IBANK MONEY TO ME. SHE KEEPS SAYING SHE'S BUSY LOR. THEN NAG SOMEMORE. URGHHHHHH.
I HAVENT DONE MY ASSIGNMENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

XOXO

ION CHRISTMAS

2010-12-19T00:22:00.000+08:00

Christmas sing-a-long @ ION Orchard! I love the christmasy feel. Ahhh, I need to blog about my birthday later, doubt it will be a long post, I lazy grab photos from Fb too.
By the way, I love my PNS!!! (Point & Shoot) Canon SX30!!! I LOVE IT SFM, CAN ACT AS DSLR TOO HAHAHAHHAAH. Dad says two more years then we get DSLR~~~

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2010-12-13T01:57:00.007+08:00

I regretted stepping into fandom, it's making my life so miserable. Yes, laugh all you can. I am going into a self denial stage.

I wanted to push the twilight blogpost down so yeah, I shall tell you what I did today.
Wanted to go to the Beautiful Sunday Chinese Orchestra Concert (Playing Cpop Songs) but it was full house. Sad, because I have always wanted to hear NYP, plus it's ZHeng Laoshi conducting and it's Cpop songs and Olivia Ong would be singing. And a major PLUS: Admission FREE. Like wtf, good deal right? Well, we went there for nothing.

However, I have got a few loots and the Popular Bookfest, got 6 Joustar Novels and my long wanted - Mini Shopaholic. Also got my The Lost Hero from Popular the day before! My holidays would bever be boring! And I think my re reads will be better. YAY!
Anyway, I just realized that I might be still miserable on Super Show 3 because Dru's only changed to the same area with me and she's Row 16 and I am row 27. Sad life for me, and yes, life's unfair but I still got to deal with it. I shall stop the self-pitying. And yes, stop the vulgar too, Dong Hae doesn't like. ~~BUT WHO CARES?! IT'S NOT AS IF HE'S HEARING ME EVERYDAY OR OBSERVE MY TWEETS?!~~ NO VULGAR.

Yeah, that's pretty much everything... oh yes! Dad's getting this for me & him:

Twilight & Controversies

2010-12-10T12:33:00.004+08:00

#WARNING,THIS POST IS ABOUT TWILIGHT AND HOW I ALWAYS WANTED TO RESPOND ABOUT HATERS OF TWILIGHT AND ANY OTHER SERIES, IF YOU'RE NOT A READER, KEEP OUT.

http://sj-world.net/forums/index.php?showtopic=21469&st=0
If you ain't a sj-world member -
# PLEASE READ THIS AND YOU WILL KNOW WHAT IS THIS BLOGPOST ABOUT.

The Story itself
First the main character: Bella. Okay so from the name to the attitude she is the perfect mary sue (see "Victim!Sues" for the particular type of mary sue. And there you have the PERFECT definition of Bella).
Just the fact that she called her Bella SWAN is a proof of how idiotic the author is anyway. Ok she loves her main characters, we got that. But anyone who knows even just a bit about litterature would tell you that if the author is so love biased for their main charactere nothing good can come out of it.

And just when going to Edward we can see that there is another huge issue here. Other than the fact that she destroyed the vampire myth (cf bellow), the authors' will to make her characters constantly perfect and to make everyone just WISH THEY WERE THEM is pushed to extrems and ends up being just ridiculous.

So, vampires, let's talk about that. Most of us have seen buffy (I'm giving the most famous vampire thing, but you can do this comparison with Anne Rice vampires like Lestat for instance or even the most famous vampire imaginated: dracula) , well how many common points can you give me betweem Spike/lestat/dracula and Edward? (except for the fact that they are being called "vampires")
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None, you got that right.
The author barely kept anything that was making a vampire "a vampire" in its myth. Even the part where he isn't supposed to have a soul.... Then if he doesn't have one, why is he acting like an human? what would that change for the morron bitch if she is changed into a vampire as obviously she will have a soul anyway. Okay so she will crave for human blood but obviously eating only animals won't be such an issue and she will still be able to love and care for people.
And, how conveniant, she will even also be able to go under the sun. That's one of the main.... most well known things about vampires.. even though versions from books to books have been changed, some of the main caracteristic always remained... Not being able to go under the sun being one of them, maybe the main one. And here you go in Twilight they can.. and you know what when they do they even SPARKLE. They live in the forest, they don't eat humans, they sparkles.... oh my god, I know, they are not vampires they are fairies!!
It just annoy me really a lot that she thought she could just screw around with the whole concept of "vampire" and explain herself by saying that "she didn't read about vampires before writting and why? "because she didn't want to get influenced" ....are you fucking kidding me?! Who doesn't know basics like VAMPIRES DO NOT GO UNDER THE SUN anyway?

Not being a msochist myself I didn't read the whole 4 books, just parts of it and din't see the 2 movies (only new moon) but as far as I gathered there is no mentions or visuals of long teeth either for the vampires... How can that be even possible when we are talking about vampires I do not know.

Bella and Edward also are like falling in love at first sight, in a week they can't live without each others. etc. And then the author managed to say things like:

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Reading Twilight it came to me the Story of Westley and Buettercup. Is Bella and Edward love, True Love like theirs ?

Actually Bella and Edward love story is better than them. When I was in college I wrote a paper from a feminist perspective (it’s an easy way to write) on the princess bride so I am little biased. The problem I have with Westley and Buttercup is Buttercup is an idiot and it doesn’t bother anyone, all that matters is that she’s beautiful, that is her only value. At the end she redeems herself a bit, but the female characters are very weak in that story. Westley is brave and smart and fights, Buttercup is just beautiful, it’s her only thing: her brain means nothing, her personality means nothing to him, they have the kind of love where they can’t leave without each other. It’s not a great example to me. I couldn’t find one who was a really good comparison to me, I mean, Elizabeth Bennet and Mr.Darcy’s it’s pretty good, except you should think that if either one of them dies the other one will carry on bravely, and Romeo and Juliet were kind of idiots, they didn’t know each other very well. And Anna Of Green Gables and Gilbert Blythe (Anna dai capelli rossi), but they are much more like Jacob and Bella, they’re friend they get the nerves of each other a lot. I didn’t find out yet a Bella and Edward love story that really satisfied me that way.

And when I read this, I don't even know how to express my self, seriously. It's like.... how can she even compare herself to Shakespeare or Jane Austen? How can she say that ROMEO AND JULIETTE are stupid? they don't know each others seem much more longer than Edward and Bella when they started dying all over each others. How can she think so HIGHLY of her own writing and characters is beyond me.

Of course there is also the fact that the author is a mormon, and there is no more hardcore christian people than them... And she is spreading her messages all along the book. Like how depressed Bella is when Edward leaves in book2: women can't leave without men. again in book2, they stil barely managed to have a real kiss as Edward is affraid of it, but still they end up promising each others eternity ONLY IF THEY GET MARRIED. ...oh.my.god. way to go back 50 years in time.
Also how can it be OKAY to have a fucking stalker come in your room every night and watch you sleep? how can no one have any problem with that?

The Book
How can someone have such a poor writing style and be published? In the whole book, every deux pages all we get is edward description of Bella who is dying over him He is beautiful and his eyes and his hair and his skin and his lips.... oh my god... get over it, and stop it for god's sakes! How can it be interesting, and not just so freaking annoying to have a description of how BEAUUTIIIFUUULLLL a guy is AT EVERY FREAKING PAGES.

Except for that the book is just generally badly writen, she uses always the same expressions and words, there is no construction in what she writes... etc.

for more of what I think click HERE

The Movie
As I only saw New Moon I'll only speak about this one.

My first thought when I saw it was that the first 3 Harry Potter ended up being well played in comparaison to this shit. and it was REALLY bad lol. Especially when the trip was 11/13 and was desperatly BAD at acting. But this is even worse, the acting, the realisation, the story (obviously) even the action scenes.... everything sucks.

Bella is probably the worse, first because she is acting like an epilepsic all the time. Like the way she speaks and move for some reasons she keeps trembling it's very annoying. Also what is with this thing she has of HAVING TO talk with guys while being stuck against their chest..? Jacob or Edward it's the same for both she is just... stuck to them and so they have to whisper/ speaks slowly. you do not need to be at 3cm to someone to be able to speak to him you know ? -_-
And then for the whole fucking movie you have those long heartful dialogues of depression between bella/jacob or bella/edward, especially when edward is in her room. (once again: stalking = NOT okay)
The vision of Italy? lol ok. Do i really have to comment on how when there is festivals in Italy EVERYONE isn't actually wearing weird outfits?
Do I need to speak about the constantly half naked for no reason wolfs? I will avoid it because it's just another of the very ridiculous thing of the movie (and book). Frustrated much? How to attract more stupid fangirls lol....

The actions scenes are very bad, because they want to make it look like they are being very fast, in the end the whole thing is in slow motion so it kind of lose the whole "fast" idea... Just go watch matrix again to see how they did TEN FUCKING YEARS AGO to make super fast moves looks good on screen.
And in general the movie is long and boring, nothing happens, it's only a stupid teenager crisis typical girl who is being a morron.

To conclude... the whole Twilight thing is for me just the result of the fantasm of an extremely frustrated fat ugly mormon.

CREDIT TO ALICE FROM SJ-WORLD.NET. (ADMINISTRATOR)

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Well, now that you have finish reading what's above, I shall speak my piece and for myself.
Firstly, I do not think that anybody have the right to criticized a book or an author.
Yes, personally, I think of it as a total holy thing like Siwon so yes, don't ever criticized a book infront of me. Sorry I am too coward to post something there on that thread, but I just know that she would just find reasons to retort my piece and probably ban me from SJ-W, not that I care, but I still got a fic there, wait till I finish always been here. LOL.
Okay back to my point, I think she's being a total no life spending probably an hour looking up facts and stuffs to write debate on Sj-W's forum. Of course, it is not wrong to hate twilight saga. Technically, it's not, and the freedom of speech thing is quite popular nowadays. I have been really sensitive about Literature all along. No matter what kind, fiction, non-fiction, fantasy or romance. I like reading all kinds of books. Ok err, I mean novels. WAIT. HAVE YOU READ TWILIGHT?! IF NOT SKIP THIS POST, OR YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TWILIGHT IS. JUST DON'T READ. IF YOU HAPPEN TO LOVE TWILIGHT, HEAR WHAT I HAVE TO SAY. AND IF YOU HATE TWILIGHT AS MUCH AS ALICE DO. GET OUT NOW.
Continuing to my point, nobody can criticize a book that got published like that.
Yes, it got fucking hell publish, meaning somebody, even if it's minority liked it. And support it. Although I don't deny that Twilight's grammar and Vocabulary is a wee bit limited.
It is still a fucking work of literature. Ahem, sorry for being vulgar, I am a bit worked up.
It is still something worth reading. YES, WORTH. And by that doesn't mean that I like Robert Pattinson or Taylor Lautner. And I do not think they are hot, sorry, in my eyes there are only Sj & Jae. If you happen to like both of them, Mianhae.
Anyway, I read twilight, re read and re read it. Cos I think it's somehow a classic.
Needless to say, Stephenie was brave, she got courage (Should be sorted into Gryffindor LOL) to explored this part of literature. Anne Rice. Popular vampire novelist (Before Stephenie) written about Vampires too. And after that was Stephenie, who got bloody hell popular with Twilight. OKAY OKAY, she's the most popular, I haven't forget about House of night and Vampire Academy and blue bloods. Dru don't bash me. LOL.
She know that writing Twilight will have 2 possible outcome. NEGATIVE and POSITIVE.
And apparently, both came out as really violent kinds. Especially after the movie.
Reading it so many times, I haven't find myself wasting my time, and okay, I do agree the sparkle part was a little too fairy-ish, but it was a myth after all, anybody can tweak it.
Letting people watch you sleep may be a bit stalker but Edward is a vampire, he can stone for a year without moving if he wants. And that would have made him watch Bella sleep a little different of an average human watch her sleeps. Every twilight fan knows how protective he is over Bella. WE ALL KNOW. So that's no big deal whatsoever, the point is Bella doesn't object, that's her character and whether a reader can relate herself to her is her own business, she really doesn't need to express her views in such a strong way.
Other than that, Edward is fricking 100+ years old, of course he is old school and wanted to have sex only if they got married. HOW CAN YOU BLAME HIM? AND HE IS BEING RESPONSIBLE FOR CRYING OUT LOUD.
AND, THE MOST IMPORTANT THING: HOW THE FUCKING HELL CAN SHE CRITICIZE HARRY POTTER. Not to mention that I am a big Harry Potter fan, the first 3 harry potter movies was excellent. YES. I AM SAYING THAT. But I am not saying that after that the 4th, 5th and 6th was good. Back to my point: I don't think she deserve to read, she might as well have dyslexia, maybe a dyslexia person can appreciate literature better than her. Ahem (Crude).
Because Harry Potter was awesome. IN MY OPINION. I didn't say Twilight was awesome, FYI. I meant to say that it got the potential of a classic but it wasn't as great as some of the other series. But still not bad, it was some great reads. I have told you, my top re reads are Harry Potter, Twilight and Percy Jackson. And of course Teenage Angst isn't what all 13-year-old like, even if it is, Stephenie is clever to venture in this genre. RIGHT?
I mean, she earned millions I guessed. And I think she sort of deserved it. Writing a book, is not as easy as writing a fanfic, I know. And writing a fanfic is difficult for holy shisus' sake.
That's why nobody not even god have the right to criticize a book, even it is the worst book in the world, who have no content. Or the author plagarize people... As long as the writer puts in the effort into the plot, the planning, the writing, to get it publish. It is work to be regconise already. Getting a book to publish is not one hell of easy thing.
Trust me I know, getting recognition is even more difficult, so I say, no don't ever criticize a book like that. The reasonw why am I worked up is because she replied a person's comment (about how the person who liked the books) with a lot of sarcastic shxt. And to my horror, alot of people applauded her and tell her how twilight sucks and deserved to be burned to suck up to her (maybe) and telling her that she is right and whatsoever. I just think that she seriously have no right. Even though it's her opinions and her mind to think like that.
Of course, I have my own mind and opinions, and what is above happens to be my thoughts.

No life.

2010-12-09T01:19:00.001+08:00

Recently I have been a bit obsessed about skinning and eating chocolate wafers of the brand Loacker. Watching videos at Clicknetwork, bloghopping and giving up on Math Homework. Roaming around Twitter, Facebook occasionally and re-watching movies like Harry Potter and yeah, Bbhae's show > It's Okay, Daddy's Daughter.

And today, it's much like every other day, just that nobody have been updating their blog enough to let me blog hop. Facebook is as boring as ever because I have already had enough of problems so I don't want to read about other people's problems. Worst, they got outing pictures and they are happy which makes me jealous. Twitter, not that bad, but because I don't much talking partners at Twitter until it becomes really boring, except myself tweeting about random stuff which annoys the hell out of people.

Skinning at least it's better, like I coop infront of the computer screen and think how to make a blogskin pretty. And smiling to myself when people comment and rate me 5 stars.

That's really no life, and that's me. Somehow I think people who make skins have no life, check out my blogskins account people. LOL.

Anyway, yesterday I was watching Xiaxue's guide to life about invisalign and I think I really need one. LIKE SERIOUSLY. Somebody sponsor me one. Because... Like me tell you, my teeth, was technically neat and straight and positioned not too close or not to far from eachother, basically it looks okay or as what Mommy says and my friends says.

But I DONT THINK SO. BECAUSE I FUCKING FELL DOWN DURING PRIMARY 1 AT P.E. WHILE RUNNING, PUSH BY A MALE FRIEND, OKAY, I THINK HIS NAME IS FIRDAUS. OKAY, LISTEN TO ME, I AM NOT BLAMING HIM, I KNOW IT'S NOT HIS FAULT, IT'S SORT OF AN INCIDENT.

BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! When I fell down, I was so stupid and ignorant that I cushion the floor with my teeth. YES. DON'T ASK ME HOW I DID IT. BUT TEETH WAS FUCKING CHIPPED OFF. YES. CHIPPED OFF. AND I TASTED SOMETHING LIKE POWEDER GRIND OUT OF STONE AFTER I HAD MY FALL. AND THAT EXPLAINS > THAT'S MY TEETH. OH MY, PRECIOUS LIKE GEMS OK? TEETH.

Then nevermind, I cried like hell to my teacher telling her I am worried that my teeth will drop off and she told me it isn't and yes, I didn't but that's not the point.

The point is, It fucing chipped off! AND I GOT A LITTLE HOLE AT THE PART WHERE I BITE.

Oh yes, 2 teeth chipped, my two front teeth.

After this incident, I didn't really care about it, I thought it was like no big deal and I wasn't much of a self-concious person during WHAT?! Primary 1 only okay?!

That's not the point, after primary 1, my school denstist told me - after a dental check up with her - that a more experienced denstist is coming to my school and she could do a fix up to me teeth - meaning covering up the little hole and make my teeth even.

Of course I couldn't reject such a offer - although I was reluctant and I am scared of pain - I accepted it anyway and I could skip classes (Good deal right?) and have at least a prettier teeth. (A little self-concious after primary 1)

After that I could say I got quite even teeth already.

Years later, I am like Secondary 3 - which is now - the more I looks at my teeth (although it's even) I LIKE GOT BUCK TEETH. (SERIOUSLY, WHAT THE FUCK?!) Know why? I don't undertstand why when I smile SHOWING MY TEETH, I will look like I got oversized teeth, I keep thinking then I realized why > BECAUSE I GOT A LITTLE BUCK TEETH. (OMG, FML.)

Thennnnnnn... I recalled the incident when I fall down, I cushioned the fall with my teeth. (FML AGAIN) and I think I sort of push it out with force so it comes a little out. WHICH EXPLAINS WHY ONLY MY TWO FRONT TEETH IS LIKE THAT AND MY OTHER TEETH WERE FINE.

And it all fits like jigsaw puzzle, EVERYTHING makes sense after that. LIKE SERIOUSLY.

SO... IN CONCLUSION: I WANT BRACES OR INVISALIGN.

A SMILE IS FUCKING IMPORTANT. FUCK MY TEETH.

ticket sales

2010-12-06T11:36:00.001+08:00

Todays is priority ticket sales #2.
Twitter is more peaceful than on the #1 of course.
But still scary, see those red parts? Sold out like duh, and well, I bought my tickets, just having fun slowing the connection. LOL. /kidding/
I am still updating SS3singapore like 20th Nov, omg, too many people selling/swapping/buying, gaaahhh, I am back to updating. Tata for now!

Yo! I am back, @SS3singapore is starting to get a little less busy, but well, I haven't start ranting about my life, it's boring...!

Dru faster come back, I need to ask you about stuffs on out tickets.

Duhhhhh. Anyway, I AM STILL FREAKING BUSY THERE.

OMG. I SHALL SUMMARISE RANTINGS IN THE NEXT POST.

XOXO

THIS IS SO FREAKING TRUE.

2010-12-03T20:30:00.000+08:00

This is so freaking true that I want to cry. ;_____;
Anyway, I am still procrastinating.
My today sucks like seriously, rotting at home...
But going out just burn holes in my pocket that I really don't know what to do.

Maybe I should give a try at my Holidays Assignments before I stop having the "bored" mood.
Hmmmmmmm...

lazy

2010-11-30T01:44:00.001+08:00

Actually I can easily find something to do. But I am just too lazy to do something constructive.
1 Rapunzel is awesome.
2 I mean the Disney one.
3 I have been shopping toooooo much.
4 I want to go to Korea.
5 I need new books.
6 My birthday is coming soon.
7 Girlfriends are killing me with stuffs like keeping a secret about my birthday present.
8 I am having a hard time juggling with time.
9 I want to do my homework but time is going so slow that I am being complacent about it.
10 I still can't get over the fact that CO has got a Gold.
11 I am over excited about Super Show 3.
12 I need to get Mirotic Album soon.
13 I need drop dead gorgeous 'O' Levels results.

Lots of luv, Jung Eun.

GOLD.

2010-11-26T20:18:00.000+08:00

Seems like I only have 4 words and a song in my mind now.
G-O-L-D and 秦兵马俑幻想曲, everything feels so surreal to me.
It's like a dream came true for everyone of us.

Day 1 was I don't know. Weird I think. Had breakfast at McDonald's early in the morning and head off to School to take instruments and assemble to board the bus. Totally didn't sleep in the night and I slept like a pig in the bus. Stupid Yong Peng food sucks and is buzzing with flies so I didn't eat anything for lunch. Breakfast, Lunch, and Dinner totally taste like Idek, not nice in First World Hotel. But then I guess when you're hungry you totally can eat anything.

Day 2 was watching Performance and a last time practice before the actual competition, the dance performance was impressive and I think most of the Dance did great, although I fall asleep in the middle or something. Chinese Orchestra Ensemble (Pronounced as On-Som) was okay althought I really feel like sleeping, all their songs were... Boring.

Day 3 was oh my god, our competition, actually it's not the best out of our practices, we have done a little better in one of our practices like seriously but nevertheless, because if the large stage, we can't hear each other but in the end we're like still together in the song so we did great! ^^;

Day 4, totally took my breath away because the closing ceremony was seriously I-have-no-words-to-describe. The best performance of all the groups, Dance, Chinese Orchestra, Band were to perform again and I slept almost through out all.
And when it was time for the prize-giving ceremony, I was practically shaking and screaming already. And when the MC announced SENG KANG SECONDARY SCHOOL OF SINGAPORE, 金牌 (Gold Award). We all screamed although we have no more voice as it was the fourth day and we really did screamed like we want our lungs to burst.
After that I burst out crying. I was literally bawling when I went to meet the others sitting at the other side of the area and we hugged and congratulate each other.
There is no adjective or any other word to describe our feelings when we were crying.
It was a gold, I totally cannot calm down, we just cried and cried and cried and scream and scream and scream. It was one of the best moment in my life.

Every practice and everything is worth it.
Those SKCO-ers who didn't go, can't go, don't want to go. I am sad for you because it was really a historic moment in SKCO. You should have been there with us.
Anyway, I love CO. ♥

Genting Highlands

2010-11-22T04:11:00.001+08:00

Just admit he's tooooo cute to resist! <3
I am off to genting and will not be in Singapore for 4 days, just saying goodbye!
And wish me Goodluck for my competition! ^^;

Goodbye to you with the gorgeous Jaejae.
Loves! ♥

Harry Potter 7 Part 1.

2010-11-20T01:40:00.000+08:00

So many stuffs to say, so little brain cells.
Firstly, Harry Potter is always awesome. Yes, I mean awesome.
And yeap, those people who didn't read the 7 books, they wouldn't know my feeling.
I seriously think Harry Potter 7 have got to split into 3 movies.
Those who have read the book will know, everything happens so fast in the movie!
I literally mean everything.

The first scene of all, Seven Potters scene, I can't even catch everything properly, apparently, Voldermort appearance is also very fast. Attack, fireworks and stuffs and BAH! Harry was saved. And hello??? The Nagini scene in Godric's Hollow, Voldermort is supposed to appear, but he didn't.

Second thing I am not happy about, they didn't mention about Hedwig's death, it was a big impact on a reader okay? I was hoping the movie will prolong a few seconds for Hedwig's last appearance. The snowy owl... And Harry in it didn't grieve over it while I was almost crying when Hedwig was slapped by a Death Eater and drop down. I am not satisfied about Hedwig's last appearance. ):

Thirdly, the starting of the movie, there is no Hedwig's theme, the tune that goes, la la la la la laaa laaaa laaaaaaaaaa~ la la la la laa laaa laa laaaaa~ It's so not Harry Potter without that theme!!! I was so pissed off!!! Seriously, does it mean that Hedwig died in the movie meaning there will be no more Hedwig's theme? ):

Fourthly is Dobby's death, hello? Dobby's death is the most impactful one in Part 1, at least prolong the scene of Harry digging the grave and Luna saying nice things to him, that's important! Dobby is the hero! Even more heroic than any of them in it. Next to Hermione and what's with the short scene! The movie is shortest among all Harry Potter movies already why not prolong a few important scenes?!

The movie on the whole was great of course and the budget was superbly high I think. So many scenes and costumes and I don't know: Props? And make up. (Voldemort's)
It's certainly a costly movie but I still think it really happened very fast.
Although it's two hours, but still, for a fan like me, I think the book is a much much much better choice. And they didn't add Hermione's scene: The, "I"LL NOT CALM DOWN!!!" thing when Ron came back, that is a classic okay? It's a pity they didn't add in.

And Gryffindor's sword, it doesn't look like that in the last movie. ):
Well, enough of the flaws, let me tell you the good parts.

This movie is more of a comedy than the last few I swear!
And I like the comedy effect despite the deaths and stuffs, the last movie was so depressing that I was frowning the whole time.
And the best part is, remember the scene where the Patronus appear? I guess only a book reader will know this part, it's film at I don't know where.
But before I watch the movie, meaning few years ago I read the book and this year, re read about 4 times, the place where the patronus appear is exactly the same as I imagined it to be. Yes, I was so amazed that I am like so absorbed in it, recalling the book's scenes.

One more thing why I love this movie, the chandelier crashing part at Malfoy Manor was daebak, and I love how Dobby is such a hero in this. I am so anticipating Battle Of Hogwarts Scene at part 2...

Lastly, I still loved the Movie though although I think it's really fast-forwarding everything but still, I am fan.
Awwww, I love Harry, Hermione, Fred & George. ♥

P/s: I solemnly swear that I am up to no good.
Diffindo!

What's in my bag?

2010-11-17T02:35:00.003+08:00

> M ] p h o s i s black sequined tote bag.
> A book is a must have in my bag.
> My 2010 Seng Kang Sec Diary Planner which is redecorated.
> Doggy pen.
> Sticky Bottle with Sticky in it.
> Self-blinged earpiece .
> iTouch 4.
> Mini Rose Mirror.
> Comb.
> Polka dott scrunchie.
> Clip.
> Coach Wristlet which contains cash and cards. (POSB, Memberships, Skss Care Booklet)
> LG Mini.
> Hello Kitty cards holder which contains Sj Album Photocard, Ez-Link, Few polaroids.

P/s: You may be not interested in looking in my bag but I thought it would be cool if I compared stuff in it now and stuff in it years later by coming back to this blog which I probably would never stop updating. :)

SUNDAYSUCKS

2010-11-15T00:05:00.001+08:00

Stucked here on a Sunday? No la, that's not why Sunday sucks, Sunday sucks because Monday comes next. What a nice quote yeah? :D
LOL, went Takashimaya today, bought black hoodie and bought sushi and takoyaki home for dinner.
I just took a picture of my table and I find a lot of food there, hehehehehe.
Sticky + Chewing Gum + Jagabee + Green Tea = Non-Stop eating while using the comp.
Confirm fat one, some more it's the holidays = More good food.
And I also realised that there's a unused 17" Monitor, DINDEI LEY!
I want to change monitor after I got my new room like seriously, enjoy 23" big screen~ YAY!
Actually I can change now but I am lazy and take up too much space~
Anyway, I think there's no purpose to this update
I am sooooooooo lazy to meet Stella at Orchard tomorrow, some more tomorrow got Supp Paper! >< /faints/ I hate my secondary life. ;A;
Oh well, bye, I will be back after my kbox/harry potter/niki's birthday outing.
On a happier note, my birthday is coming, ohyeah, anybody giving me presents? (LOL)

kthxbai.

Patrick's Birthday.

2010-11-11T17:40:00.000+08:00

With Watermark.

With out Watermark.

I learnt how to remove watermarks!!! :D WHEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! LOL.

Hi there, updates on my ever boring life:
Went school today and have Chem & E.Maths lesson, lesson was really fun and funny, Ms. Shen is the cutest teacher I ever have :D HEHEHEHHEHEHE.
Anyway, after I went CO, practice timpani and then went off to BBQCHICKEN@KOVAN with Patrick, Daniel and Crystal while the others went to get Patrick's present. :)
Went home after lunch, nothing much.

Anyway, Haaaapy Birthdaaaay Jun Ji! XD

I am looking forward to Friday, Saturday, Monday outing! And meet up again with @Admins! oooooohhh, and I hope they will have a SS2 DVD order again, me want buyyyyy! :>

Anyway, I am going for genting soon people miss me k? ♥

STAY TOGETHER K?

2010-11-07T14:34:00.004+08:00

5th and still counting.

2010-11-05T22:35:00.002+08:00

Hiya, there's still 27 minute's till it's 12 in Korea and it's Sj's 5th anniversary.
Hey babies, wait for me alrights? I am gonna meet you guys in a very short time.
In the mean time, stay healthy, drink lots of water, stay hot and cute, and dorky, watch lesser yadong, and well... just be alright till I am gonna meet you guys! :)
Happy 5th anniversary, on and on, precious love. ♥

Super Show 3.

2010-11-03T19:07:00.000+08:00

Hiya.
Amanda Lim Jing Ci, a.k.a. Lee Jung Eun, a.k.a. @nineofthirteen is currently panicking now.
Can choose block - cannot choose seats - not free seating - 1000 tickets for moshpits.
It all doesn't make sense to me. I think I need to escape from twitter for a while because it chaos there. Especially I follow different people who says different things or topics.
I am getting really paranoid, a lot of things for me to worry about, Fml.
Yes, I am not ashamed to say it, F. M. L.
Because you all don't know how I feel now, Super Show III is a big deal to me.

Re-introducing Me.

2010-10-30T02:10:00.002+08:00

I dont know why am I suddenly writing such a post but well... I think I got nothing better to do. And FML, I need to wake up at 8:00AM later for CO.

My name is freaking common and I still like it though: Amanda.
I named myself Jung Eun because it sounds nice in chinese: Ting En.
I am a girly girl most of the time and a tomboy girl sometimes.
I don't deny that I act cute sometimes but I can't help it, I don't care if you find it irritating. I love girly things.
I grew up in a average family with an average income (believe me, it's true). And there was even a time when my family is so poor that we even have difficulty to have 3 meals regularly, but apparently I know none of this because my parents protected me from it. Life gets better after that though.
I am a rebel during kindergarden times. (Yes, I am)
I do well in exams during Primary school times and even score a distinction in maths before.
After primary 2, my maths' grades suffered till now, I am secondary 3/4.
I loved the computer eversince I am introduced to one, I touched the computer when I am only five and I am a natural at it. I just love it so much, it's such an amazing thing.
I used to play 'family' while I am young and I like toy cars and barbies both.
I love to unscrew my mum's vcd players and electronic stuffs when I am a toddler and it irrtates the hell out of my Mummy that she has to put durian shells on them to keep me away because I am scared of those stuffs.
I used to be scared of every little thing when I am little. Ice-cream man toy... The lion dance... My uncle... Durian shells... The night... Scared to sleep etc.
I love to talk though. It's generally because of that so my family loves me.
I communicate well with everyone too.
My mummy works as a pre-school teacher, so technically, my ambition is anything other than a teacher. In fact, my ambition have got something to do with the law. (Not a lawyer, I don't have the brains), my dream course is Law Management.
I love Kpop, (Duh!) My favourite group is Super Junior and my favourite member is Dong Hae, I love other groups too, but not as much as Super Junior.
I swear I will be loyal to them forever, and I am very sensitive with such issues.
My bestfriends are Dru & Stal. They rock my life. My clique rock too.
Sometimes I find making friends with guys are less taxing than with girls because they are much more simple than girls. But I love my girlfriends too, and my class-clique. ♥
I hate drifting apart with friends, because I experience too much of it since Primary School till now. It hurts really.
The fact that I own a blog is because everybody have one.
I love to read books like Harry Potter and Twilight, I have re read them countless of times.
I love to watch Movies of any genre, and I have never fallen asleep in any of the movies I watched.
I watch movie with my family almost every Sunday.
I started to wear contacts a few months ago and it brighten up my life.
The reason why I wanted so much to wear contacts is because I don't want to wear glasses to Super Show 3.
I would die to meet Super Junior.
I am getting paranoid at everything nowdays and I hate it.
I love meeting new friends eversince I am an Elf, because I realised that they are not as scary as I thought they were. (With all those internet scams going around)
I have met great friends via the net and I love them.
I am an admin of @SS3singapore, a Super Junior fanbase which is affliated with @SJSGELFs, through this I also met awesome people like Grace, Stella and Candy. Kpop also changed my life somehow.
I know I have a good life and I know I am fortunate to have such a great family.
But pardon me because I am not satisfied with it, somehow.
I started to blog using perfect/normal english eversince I re read my pasts blog posts and find it so damn annoying and childish.
I used to blog without pictures but now I do.
I never once stop blogging totally.
I have been a blogger for 3 years going to 4 years and I love to continue be one although not much people read my blog.
I love to read blog but I dont stalk people, I am a busybody too.
I very much wanted to know what is going with everything and everybody.
I envy people who don't gain much weight when they indulge themselves with delicious food.
I write fanfics and I find writing them really fun but updating them and brainstorming for them is not that fun.
I love my readers because they give me such cute comments on my fics.
My Ah gong owns a Wooden Case company and he dotes on me alot. That's some how why am I such a spoilt brat, my whole family dotes one me alot. (I know, I am one blessed kid) He isn't really rich, he's not a millionaire or billionaire, I don't even know how much the company earn or how much money he have.
I only know he dotes on me alot and he gives me money sometimes and buy stuffs I want for me. I know I am fortunate yes I do.
My Ahma(s) also dotes on me a lot and well, pratically everyone dotes on me. Which I don't know why. (Seriously) But recently I thought it's because I am talkative and I like to smile.
I hate the word die, and I hate it as a verb.
I love english and I love chinese too.
I sleep in class all the time because I like to sleep late every night.
I got a shitty habit of being late too and I find it annoying also.
I tend to procrastinate about assignments and stuff.
I secretly liking the fact that I promoted to Sec 4 and I am going to take the 'o' levels soon. Because it meant that I can leave my school soon.
I love my schools and I hate people who criticize my schools.
Actually I love my teachers too because I understand how hard they work is, I appreciate them. (Yes I do, although some of them are a tad crazy and unlikeable)
I can spend alot on everything, food, books, shoes, clothes, Sj, albums, technology, useless stuffs and a lot more. I like babypink, babyblue, white, black, Sapphire blue, all colours except orange and sometimes yellow.
I love my sister but she's very annoying and unlikeable.
I know she's cute but I don't like to admit it.
I love all the subjects I am studying except A Maths.
I always try to treat people well but sometimes I forget that they are not people who I can throw tantrums to.
I adore fine dining and everything which are fine.
I like luxuries, I hope I can live in some pretty place or something.
I want to go to Korea, Seoul after my 'o' levels.
I hope I can write well, and I hope for world peace.
I believe in god(s) and I admire greek mythology because of Percy Jackson by Rick Riordan.
My religion is Teegong-ism because I believe in Tee gong.
And you know, a good person never judge a person for his/her religion.
I love home's cooking and I love vegetables except cauliflower, brocolli and celery sticks.
I hate colouring since I know what is coulouring and I don't have patience with it.
I love technology and me and my Dad keeps ourselves up to date about technology stuffs.
I hate the I phone though, I think it's ugly, inner or outer and I don't know why.
I want a blackberry because I find it cool and I find it pretty (if there is pretty covers) and I don't care about your opinion.
I watch cartoons when I have nothing to do and I adore them.
I need to watch the tv while eating at home or else I cannot swallow anything.
I absolutely love Coke like I don't know how much and no drink can replace it in my heart, but I need to drink it cold with icecubes (A MUST).
I love my life minus the digusting parts like assignments, exams, scoldings and sad moments and theives and losing things and people.
I am a mummy's girl, daddy's girl, ah gong's girl and ah ma's girl.
This is Amanda, Jing Ci, Jung Eun, @nineofthirteen.

Wishlist #1!

2010-10-29T02:04:00.003+08:00

Hey peopleeeeeeeeeeeee. ♥
I am here to create a wishlist, for my own personal reference, lol.
Oh, by the way, I am promoted to Sec 4 Express!!! /jumpsaround/ & /dancenoother/
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, I am freaking happy and Mollllaaaayooo~
Oh k, my wishlist for next year, here it goes:

1. DSLR, SONY/CANON. (This is like a NEED lor.)
2. SS3 tickets to be bought sucessfully.
3. SS3 to beeeeeeee funnnnnnnnn . (OF COURSE LUH, DUH!)
4. Chanel necklace.
5. Trip to Diva's.
6. Trip to F21.
7. More sweaters.
8. More levi's signature tees.
9. Kpop events.
10. Fruitful Shopping trips.
11. Dong Hae does well in his acting.
12. My o's to be smooooooooottttttth saiiiiiiiilinggggggggg.
13. No more embarrassing moments.
14. Everyone to be healthy.
15. Know more friends/ELFs/people.
16. Black Berry Bold 9700 Smartphone.
17. I touch casing. (THIS IS A DESPERATE NEED.)
18. GROW TALLER.
19. BABYCHUL TO KEEP HIS HAIRSTYLE TILL I AM TIRED OF IT.
20. NEW APARTMENT.
21. NEW ROOM.
22. NEW STEREOS.
23. NEW MUG.
24. CUTE STATIONARIES.
25. Yingying to be more mature and stops playing maple/audi.
26. My desired Poly course.
27. Friends forever with Dru/Stal, Many moreeeeeee.
28. World peace.
29. Be a better skinner.
30. Complete my fanfics.
31. Jaejae to stop being so hot so I can concentrate on babyhae.
32. Trip to Korea, Seoul & Busan.
33. I am so going to Han Jiang river.
34. MEET SJ.
35. SS3 Merchandise.
36. Sj-M to not add a new member who is a stranger.
37. Stop anymore new Kpop groups to debut, Fangirls cannot take it anymore, we're not billionaires.
38. Dru tp accept that she's a dino.
39. Stop Daphne Goh Xin Ying from abusing me.
40. LOSE WEIGHT.
41. Next year's aircon room wouldn't affect my state in class.
42. Cash.
43. New Ez-link card sticker, SJ's.
44. Remain loyal to Sj.
45. Remain loyal to babyhae, unless he decides to cheat on me.
46. Have fun in my effing life.
47. Gorgeous results.
48. Positive mindset.
49. CO SYF GOLD.
50. Juniors love me.
51. My blog to have more readers.
52. My twitter to have more followers.
53. @SS3singapore to be more popular.
54. Teachers treat me better.
55. Stop sleeping in class.
56. Sleep early everyday.
57. Stop behaving like a spazz-deprived fangirl.
58. Start treating people better.
59. Stop throwing too much tantrums.
60. Don't act a like a spoily brat unless necessary.
61. Yuyi Wooden Case Factory to prosper.
62. Things don't fail on me.
63. People don't fail on me.
64. Do well in E.Maths.
65. Fucking study.
66. Shut up when necessary.
67. Stal to buy presents for me while she's in Korea.
68. This year's genting trip to be awesome.
69. Bond with CO mates.
70.Get a haircut.
71. Hair & face to stop getting oily every minute.
72. More books.
73. That chair cushion thingy @ minitoons.
74. Mini Shopaholic.
75. Jodi Picoult's books.
76. Harry Potter And The Goblet Of Fire, paperback.
77. More great fics to read.
78. More HQ photos to save.
79. The Alice Series by Phyllis reynolds naylor to sell in Singapore.
80. Bookfair.
81. Be more environmental friendly.
82. Visit Togi's.
83. Sushi Tei.
84. Stop eating sashimi.
85. Chinese New Year.
86. Christmas.
87. My birthday.
88. More clique outings.
89. PRESENTS!
90. ~~Boyfriend.~~ Dong Hae.
91. Own Teevee.
92. New wardrobe.
93. Stop ranting about everything.
94. More Sj's posters.
95. My collage on my wall.
96. Sj's Fansign.
97. Mum to stop nagging.
98. Rubbish to stop piling up.
99. Dong Hae to love me more.
100. Sleep.

Just a short one.

2010-10-25T18:05:00.000+08:00

Just an short update before hell starts again.
Apparently, I have no idea why am I here, I guess I am too busy, my schedule was hectic even though this is already the last week of school.

I have 3 on-going fanfics to complete, one already almost finish, one reaching the climax, the other barely warming up.
Yeah, and what's more? Next year I am going to take my 'o' levels, (hopefully) and I am like right here worrying my ass off over something not worth worrying about.
Anyway, yeap, where was I? Ah yes, promotion, we will be able to know whether we will promote tomorrow, and that sucks much, I just hope everything would be over soon.
For that matter, I just want 3E4 to promote together, they are irritating but I love them.
-sigh- There I go again, hmmm, goodluck 3E4 devils, I hope we can still irritate the hell out of teachers next year.

Oh yeah, going back to my fic, I feel like escaping into one of them, since the OCs all had the perfect boyfriend. Not that they have enough problems to worry about. I just think the problems they have seemed quite insignificant compared to mine, I rather worry about their problems than mine.
Back to what I was saying, Holidays are sure gonna suck a lot this very year.
Besides CO/Saturday Pratices, there's still E.Maths class every Tuesday, Wednesday & Friday, suck a lot to be me actually, I don't really get the time to rest.

That's why last Saturday CO practice I didn't even go because I couldn't get myself up from that damned bed, which I usually could. (YES. I CAN.)
I was so tired physically and mentally, tsk, I sound to young to be talking like that but when you're living in the twenty-first century, it doesn't seems like a big deal anymore.
Well, I guess I have to rant that much now. I have more to rant after 2010, 2011 would be a hectic year for me. And a stressful one, -sigh- Let's hope things could turn out okay.

XOXO

Changing & Changing

2010-10-21T22:35:00.000+08:00

Everybody is changing, I am changing, you're changing.
Things are changing, even though I once thought at least something would stay the same, however it still changed. Is there something or someone that wouldn't change?
I doubt so. We are not what we used to be, I am not what I am in the past.
You're not you anymore. The world doesn't revolves around you, and neither does it revolves around me, so someday you might realised, I've changed, I am not the one you know anymore, I changed, so do you.

Somehow, one day, it will change for the better.

JYJ SHOWCASE.

2010-10-17T01:51:00.003+08:00

1. It was daeeeeeeeeebakkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
2. I was veryveryveryvery highhhhhhhhhhhh.
3. I was veryveryveryvery touched by the red sea.
4. I think SS3 would be more fun X infinity.
5. Judging by the fun I am having with admins & unnies,
6. JYJ only so fun, SJ confirm MORE fun :)
7. I SAT ON SEAT 9 today, awesome much?
9. I miss Dong Hae.

Happy Birthday love.

2010-10-15T23:57:00.004+08:00

End of end of year.

2010-10-14T16:13:00.000+08:00

I can't get over that thing above.
Apparently this is the first bby's photo I seen since the day I went hell and well, this gif just made me !@#$%^&*()_+. Hmmm, I may defined it as spazz/faints/dies/hae-deprived or whatever you want to call my condition. I missed him much much much much laaaaaaaaaa, ohmygod, I can't believe I am seeing him on 29th Jan, I am so gonna attack him if he come near me, bewareeeee Aiden Lee. :D

Anyway, today marks the ' last ' day of my End Of Year exams, pretty much sums up everything eh?
Because I am only left with A Maths paper 2 (which equates to nothing) and Chem MCQ (which I only need to revise the last two days notes). Hehehehehhehehehhe, the moment I thought of this I feel like flying. :)
And tomorrow, 15th October 2010, which is babyhae's birthday, I am getting my iTouch 4, awesome much? I am so going to love every 15th October from now on because it's just a very wonderful day. :D

Outing with @SS3singapore's admins tomorrow! YAY! Love die them, and miss die them!
Hahahahahahah, okok, off I go, I will update more tomorrow and myyyyyyyy touch 4! Hurray! One strike off to my wishlist! Dslr to goooooooooooooo~ ^^;

EOY`2010

2010-09-19T03:33:00.001+08:00

Hihi! ^^;
Have you been missing me? /facepalm/ (I know I bhb)
Anyway, this is my last post before going to hell and then straight to heaven.
Which is like Eoy - Hell, Oct15 - Heaven.

And did I mention that October Fifteen is my babyhae's birthday? That dork really knows how to choose when to be born :)
I am so looking forward to coming back to the cyber world & looking at him got caked for his birthday.
But I am also worried that he won't, because he hates birthdays, apparently because people never celebrate with him while he thought they will. -sigh-, that's because I am not with him what! /hides/

Lol, okaaaay, let's tell you what I've been up to okay?

Today 'outing with' Graceeeeee & Druuuuuuuu. We went to collect money for Ye Sung & Ryeo Wook's lightsticks. Ok, errr, I didn't help la, I only help for the change money thing.
Well, whatever, me & dru played with Grace's dslr and stuff. :D
I seriously want a DSLR, or a semi pro camera. Okok, that's impossible lorh.

Anyway, Yes people, I am going on Hiatus, eventhough I already am when I am active.

LIKE DUH! But I will still active on twitter, and twitter only.
I think I will also be on Hiatus for @SS3singapore though, so find me at @nineofthirteen.
As if anybody will notice.

Ok, xoxo!

SPORTSFIESTA/CAROUTING/SEEEEOHHHHH.

2010-09-08T23:33:00.001+08:00

OH WELL.
I am rather lazy to elaborate on my outings, but I gotta say some were overdued photos, the sports fiesta was funfilled and today's seeeeohhhh outing was cool too! It was ages since I went cycling! :D
We went on the slope then unfortunately some fell down, (Jie Hong, Yu Xuan, Ernest).
But the day went on quite well, after cycling we went eat @ White sands.
Went home aftermath, I bus with Samuel/Anthony & Daryl on 88. Talk and stuff. :)
It was a fffffuuuuuuuuuun day! Hehehehehe ^^ Anyway, we're going to be really stress and all that after this, level tests, EOY exams and all that stuff. -sigh- Let's keep our fingers crossed. :>
Oh yes, there are some Car outing photos here too, I just love my clique ttm okay? They rock <3
Alright, I am really really tired, I love you all for reading this sfm okay? Enjoy the pictures!

XOXO

Useless Friday.

2010-09-03T17:27:00.004+08:00

I am a failure.
I hate holidays now.
I seriously hate them.
I rather have school as usual.
What's with 50 qns of A Maths & E Maths. (Not counting parts, only whole question.)
What't with 2 days of CCA and 1 day of CIP on a SATURDAY in my on weel of holiday?

Since I have started Secondary School, none of the holidays felt like a holiday.
I hate being a student as much as work sucks.
I just hope there's a subject called Super Junior OR Kpop History, something like that.
Replace that with A Maths & S.S, I would gladly go to school and do homework.

Happy Birthday unnie! :)

2010-08-28T23:51:00.001+08:00


This is taken last year, 2009.

This is taken today, 2010. Both pictures taken in the same place! We got change anot? :)

YOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO READERS! ♥
Waiting for my update??????????????????
Well, here am I.
Recent updates:
I am addicted to a series of Shopalic by Sophie Kinsella. (Courtesy to Qian Hui/Sing Yong)
Have seeing them taking a shopaholic book to school everyday so... Well, out of boredom I borrowed 3 of it, and taaaahdaaah, I am addicted too. Errr, anyway, that's none of your business. :/
Today outing with Amanda (It feels weird typing my own name),
Okay, restart...
Today outing with chae min unnie, eun hee, ji eun unnie & joann unnie.
Let me translate: Today outing with Amanda unnie, Rong Xuan, Jing Yi unnie & Joann unnie.
Okay that's better. Note: Unnie means older sister...
Okay, anyway, we went walk around randomly, went eat at Hong Kong Cafe and well celebrated Amanda's birthday. Okay, maybe not a very celebration celebration, but still, we had fun ! ^^
Hmmm, we took polaroids.~ Unnie's... And... what else... ???
Oh, talk about K-Pop and stuff. Hehehehe.
Okay, nothing about my life anymore.
But, I predict that nest week will be my worst week in school EVER.
Friends got AEM, I am going to be alone for recess (Of the whole 2 days, Thurs/Fri)
Tues sports fiesta, it's gonna be bored too cos I am not playing.
Monday playing soft ball for Pe. WAAAAH, dirty fields suck max. Will dirty my shoe, AND WTF, WILL SWEAT A LOT, THE BEST IS RAIN ON THAT DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay. That's all.

XOXO

It's been 1 year.

2010-08-21T00:39:00.000+08:00

Recalling the first time I hear Sorry Sorry, it was not Super Junior's Version.
Nobody was the first kpop song I heard, (well, it was god damn popular.)
The second was Sorry Sorry, and it was Snsd's version. (HAHA)
I got the song from Sis' phone, and I still remembered it was the National Day celebration, 2E3 was performing and I go nothing to do while waiting for our turn.
I thought Sorry Sorry was a ballad by then, I seriously think so because well, I first heard it, it was like that.
I didn't like the song, like seriously, the music gave me a weird feeling.

Then, when one day, I think its september 1st, 2009, I was bored.
So I went to youtube and look up on Nobody, I watched the Mv and thought it was cute.
And under the featured videos, I saw SORRY SORRY - SUPER JUNIOR.
I was puzzled, wasn't Sorry, Sorry a Snsd song? (Well, yeah, I was ignorant)
So I clicked on it, no harm watching a bit right?
And that song stunned me.
I FREAKING THOUGHT IT WAS BALLAD SONG! And so there, I find Sorry Sorry weird, AND FUNNY. I mean the lyrics are weird. Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry, Naega Naega Naega?
Effing weird!
But I listened to it one more time, I told yingying how weird that song is and how weird the dance steps were.
And the thing is, those people dancing there, were they ALL part of that group called Super Junior or what?
Super Junior sounds familiar, I thought, and I remembered that @ 2006, one of the teenage magazine I bought, the poster was Super Junior and if I didn't remember wrongly, I criticized EACH AND EVERY OF THEM saying how weird & ugly their style is; I went to dig out the poster and I realised that it was really Super Junior.
But I have to say, they have changed, yes BIG CHANGE.
I went to featured video again and it shows a HQ Version of their Inkigayo Sorry Sorry Comeback performance.
Yeah, I watch it.
Then I notice Sung Min, to me he was the best looking in the 12 of them, and I tried to count everyone of them, I went to googled about them, I was not interested but I wanted to know what group they really is.
I was so not into or I can say I didn't knot ANYTHING about Kpop.
Nevertheless, I found out that there were 13 members and I played a game with myself.
(Since I was bored you see.)
I tried to regconise each of them and try calling out their names.
So it was sort of like a memory game. (LOL)
Initially, I couldn't differentiate between Ki Bum & Hee Chul.
Shin Dong was the easiest and I also regconise Eun Hyuk easily, (You know, Sorry, Sorry, the let's dance part.)
Later that day, I rewatched that performance and the Mv about ten over times.
Dong Hae catched my eye, I didn't know his name at first, I just stared at him because he was really cute, <3
AND I CAN NEVER EVER FORGET HIS WINK.
His wink practically melted me. I melt. (OMG, HAHAHA)

After that, I didn't care much about the group anymore, but I was addicted to their song.
I was really really addicted, I listened to it everyday without fail and well the Mv also.
I didn't know how it started but I officially became an Elf on 13th September 2009 after watching MORE PERFORMANCES and researching about them.
The next thing was their variety shows. You think Jacky Wu was funny? You think Lee Min Ho was cute?
Super Junior was both. I wouldn't say hot because they weren't at that time.
I didn't fell for them because they were hot okay?! Get-that-fact-right.
Full House, E.H.B., Super Junior Mini Drama, Mystery 6, Good Daddy, Super Summer, you name it, I watched it. Not to mentioned all the other miscellaneous videos.
I also know that Super Junior have got a chinese member, and I find that cool~

After all those laughs and entertainment I had, I joined a fanbase called Sj-World.net.
I found a Super Junior resource site called sarangsj.bs. My computer suddenly got a folder labelled, Super Junior, and there was a sub folder called videos, pictures, and one more called music.
From 100 Mb, it turned into now... 23.9 GB.
OKAY, VERY SCARY.
Well, that's how all it started, and I never change my bias ever since.
I also introduced them to Sis. (HEHE)
She keep asking me who is that guy whos is that guy. And everytime she ask one is confirm Eun Hyuk.
I tell her tons of times it's Eun Hyuk she still ask me MANY times. (LOL)

Then, the emotional part came.
This thing called a walk to remember.
The only thirteen issue.
Kyu Hyun's accident.
Dong Hae's Dad.
Hee Chul's accident.
And I the thing I that made my heart ache whenever I remembered is Han Kyung suing SM.
We (elfs) were left with a whole lot of unknowns, will he ever come back?
Will he ever leave or something? That was a very scary thing for a fangirl.
I cried whenever I see Hee Chul mentioning Han Kyung.

Then, 4th jib. It was super.
But then, people start saying that Sj is going to disband ans stuff, 4th jib was the last album, because it's production cost was low and stuff.
Well, triple crown @ mubank and 3 win @ mutizen proved that Sj was still a VERY sucessful group.
Until now, Super Show III, from 13 to 12 to 10, Super Junior is STILL Super Junior.

Until the world is filled with Sapphire Blue balloons, Super Junior will continue to perform.
Untill the world end, Amanda would be an E.L.F.

P/s: Well, this was supposed to be my one year anniversary post, but I decided to post early.
P/p/s: I am a crazy fangirl, yes I am.

PLAZA, BUGIS, ION, FAR EAST, THE QUARTZ.

2010-08-15T16:39:00.002+08:00

Movie!
Shopping!
Was my weekend :)

Movie (After Shock) with Daphne, Tong Xin, Si Ying, Vernon, Patrick, Zheng Yu, Samuel and Ryan on friday, After Shock was a worth watching movie, so go watch readers! :D
Errrr, we practically just watch the movie and went back, thus, nothing much.
But, the guys went arcade aye, they played Maximum Tune while we watch, boring, so we went off.
Overall, it's still a not bad outing lur~

Saturday was great, shopping, shopping & shopping! ^0^
Yingying went filming some okto show, then me and Mum waited for her. It ended early and we were at Aljunied, so we went Bugis and eat, they eat pepper lunch and I ate Korean Food.
The went shopping lorh, Bugis Street and Bugis Junction, after that went J.CO to drink coffee and eat doughnuts, after that we decided to go Far east cos Mom wanted to buy a belt. (Okay, a bit stupid, I know.)
So we went and Far East, I bought accessories and Mum got her belt.

And we went the quartz to eat aftermath, Ahma cooked, the usuals and I read~
Then I went home.

Anyway, this is so boring without pictures, but I left my phone at the quartz and I forget to bring it back.
So no pictures, bye.
I got seriously no mood.

HEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHHEHEEHHE.
I CAME BACK TO EDIT THIS COS I SUDDENLY GOT MOOD.
LOL. By the way, I posted something on tumblr which I wanted to post here too...

To Dong Hae.
Just so you know, Lee Dong Hae. I AM A VERY-EASY-GET-JEALOUS FAN GIRL, SO QUIT DOING THINGS THAT MAKE ME GO GAGA. LIKE: KISSING A GIRL’S HAND, AND LETTING THAT DANCER TOUCH YOUR ABS. FUCK YOU

ONIONHAE SAYS GOODBYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And oh yes. I AM STILL VERY ANGRY AT HIM. YOU'RE NOT FORGIVEN LEE DONG HAE.

XOXO

MY ROOM!

2010-08-04T21:44:00.000+08:00

So I say, why spend so much on him when he's so rich?! NEW Black Berry OKAY! ^

Mommy told me that we're CONFIRM moving sometime by this year. I am super thrilled by this thought, LIKE SERIOUSLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Y)
Totally, cos I hate my room and my bed now!
Fyi.
My room has buttercup yellow walls, aircon which miraculously spoiled for idk what reason.
Oh, when I say spoiled, is the sensor thing spoil, cannot sensor from my remote, and I need to climb up to on it manually -.- Mommy still say can jian fei, MY FOOT ALR! Irritating only! >< And Dad keeps wanting to help me fix but in the end no news at all . -.-
A teevee with a small screen, about 27 inch? Old type one okay?! Not plasma/LCD horh .
SUPER EFFING SMALL WARDROBE. LESS THAN ONE METRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LESS THAN ONE METREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Just basically Fml for this part. HOW CAN A GIRL HAVE A WARDROBE THAT IS LESS THAN ONE METRE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?! Just kill me.
Ohkay, anyway, I still lived...
A LOT OF TOYS FROM CHILDHOOD.
WHEN I SAY TOYS, IT DOESN'T MEAN STUFFED TOY!
It's barbie dolls/cars/minature pots & stoves/trains/legos.
MY BED. IT SUCKS.
THE SPRING IS DEAD.
MY ROOM'S COLOR COMBINATION IS LIKE DISGUSTING ONLY.
Sapphire Blue (wardrobe) + Buttercup yellow walls + bed (sapphire blue) + cabinet (white) + Teevee console (brown) + boxes to put toys (yellow & green/those children's ikea boxes) = Disgusting

GET WHAT I MEAN NOW?!

My dream room would be like this... (I discussed this with RongXuan)
AND I ASSUME MY NEW BEDROOM WOULD BE LIKE THAT TOO. :D
- One side of wall (the biggest side) possibly across my bed, would whole dedicated to Sj, must be filled with their posters. I am going to do collage. If I am not lazy enough to ditch the idea.
- Mommy says the teevee in teeveeroom would give me, meaning I would get a 37 inch teevee (LCD) for my new room. MOUNTED ON WALL. WHEEEEEEEEEE! (Y) A total gain of 10 inches from my previous teevee.
- I WANT SAPPHIRE BLUE IF DADDY & MOMMY ALLOW (IF NOT, SKY BLUE) WALLS, (BUT I AM THINKING BABYPINK...)
- I want a queen bed... ... ... ... But on the other hand... I want a single bed because I have the most perfect bedsheet ever and I don't want it to be wasted. (Now on my current bed)
- I want a big wardrobe.
- AND THE SECOND MOST IMPORTANT THING TO SAPPHIRE BLUE WALLS...
A BIGASS, HUGEASS BOOKSHELF. (Errrr, this... I think it would be fine if not installed in my room...)
- A table top.

NOW... ... ...

THERE IS ONLY ONE PROBLEM...

...

HOW CAN A HDB NORMAL BEDROOM ACCOMODATE MY NEEDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Still... fml.

STARSTARSTAR.

2010-07-30T18:01:00.000+08:00

My title is so random -.-
Kayyyy, nvm, the reason for this post...
IS TO PUSH DOWN THE LAST TWO POST. -0-
Like seriously, musy blog something fun. :)
Tomorrow outing with guides (Some.) Though I am not a guide...
And niki & co.

I am so sleepy.
Hehehehheheheheheh, since I got nothing to blog about... I shall...
SPAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM photos.

ALL THOSE CUTE ONES! <3
No dong hae this time round, too much him nowadays, I shall keep him for myself, Kekekekeke ^0^
Enjoy, cos I am going off.

P/s: I dont care if you're not an elf! ><

I am tired, really tired.

2010-07-27T20:20:00.004+08:00

We find a way to resolve this issue?
I am tired.
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I am directing this post at Pei Yi's latest post from her blog (Nan Chiau Sec). Yes, I know you'll be reading this, so I am telling you here. ~~Yeah, you're right for your latest blog post, you're in no place to speak up (kinda extra) for your blog post.~~
NO, you are in the right place to post that post since I mentioned (sort of) you in my post.
No matter what, this is between Skco right?
Huh uh, I don't mind your defence (I LITERALLY MEANT IT), and frankly speaking, I didn't stand in the 3rd person point to view this issue. So now we (yes, WE) are trying to solve this.
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OH YES.
I forgot.
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When I say girls start popping out, conflicts started coming out, I didn't meant 'the girls started the conflict.' They are reffering to a different issue if you don't know. Sorry if you didn't get my point.
I shall explain, my point is I didn't know why this happen to Skco and when I say 'girls started popping out' Yeah, I meant you all, not in a offensive way of course, I just referring to a change.
Moreover, we are kinda dragging people who are innocent in, we don't want that.
Oh yes, we're unfair? Hmmm, why don't you do this? Stand in our shoes and think.
Maybe you will get a clearer view of the whole thing?
This is not offensive or what, hopefully if you did see this, I want to tell you, Skco will still be Skco, we're still one family.
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I am not a hypocrite for saying this, I am saying what I think. Don't think too much cos I know many people will think: LIKE VERY FAKE LIKE THAT RIGHT? I know, but I am saying what I feel here, no matter what you may think. So there.
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Lastly, I hope we shan't talk about this anymore, let the matter rest please, Skco needed the peace we used to have. This clarified things up right? I hope so anyway. :)
Peace. We MUST co-exist.